Okay, I'll admit it, I'm a bit of a movie buff. :D
Just got back from watching The Island
The following are my thoughts on movies I have watched. It'll be good if you've watched the movie too or you wouldn't know what I'm talking about.. movie reviews can be found on www.eopinion.com
I like sci-fi shows. I liked the premise of Minority Report and Star Trek Voyager and The Enterprise.
So between Stealth and The Island, I chose The Island.. to watch first.
The concept was intriguing. They were basically cloning people for 'spare parts'. Lots of action, good storyline and solid acting.
Ah.. but I'm only a woman! So what I really liked about the movie was.. Ewan MacGregor.. forgive me! ;) Sigh.. I'm helpless before the charms of a Scottish fellow.
In defence of my fallible feminine nature, I must say that I didn't go to watch the movie because of him.. honest!
But I must say, that watching the show reinforces my appreciation of him.. haha I'm sorry to say, I like it best when he was playing his somewhat debonair, caddish original version (i.e. Tom Lincoln in the movie)
It reminded me of his part in Down with Love. I tell you, he's got the charm and charisma that makes me take a second look. It's that glint in the eye, and that lifted eyebrow, as if saying "I dare you.." Dare what, I don't know lah.. oh dear, there I go, sounding like a silly thing.. hahaha.. Again, not my fault, my earthern vessel.. STILL beloved by Jesus! :D
And yes, I like 'talky' shows too. :)
The Sea Within - about Euthanasia. Now, I'm against it. But watching it really allowed me to see the other side of the matter. I can even empathise... the movie is pro-euthanasia actually. 'Legitimate', logical, emotional, compelling reasons for euthanasia.. Faith was not really portrayed in a positive light though.. To me, it gave me an insight into the pain of these people. And it reminded me - I am glad that I can cast all my cares and pain upon Jesus.. He carried it all for me at the cross.
You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord
You are my shield, my strength, my fortress, deliverer
My shelter, strong tower, my very present help in times of need
The other one that I remembered watching this year is Before Sunset. The events happened in real time and was a sequence to Before Sunrise, which was a indie hit. It was all about the dialogue. We are allowed to peak into the couple's stimulating, intelligent, interesting conversation. The sex appeal here is in the mind.
The other genre that I like is action movies.
One of my all time favourites is The Mummy (both one and two!)
Also, Gone in 60 seconds.. oh I love them cars and the very hot looking Angelina Jolie. There was heart-pumping car chases and sleek eye candy to feast on (I'm talking about the cars). Thought that giving the cars' name was quite a hoot! :D
Like National Treasure too! Was attracted to the show initially because of it's historical premise - some treasure from the Civil War and all.. and of course, the puzzles and clues.. and action!
The big screen in the movie theatre is for us to make use of.. :D
And lately, am into a little bit of jazz.. quite beginner though..
I like to chill at HMV at the Heeren and check out all their music.. and depending on what album I like, may or may not buy it there. It's a little pricey over there.
Well, today I was strolling around the place. I like to go to the Classical/Jazz section on the 3rd floor. Sampling a CD titled The Best of Julie London.
Who is Julie London?
I don't know. But she sounds hot. And $22.50 for forty songs is quite a steal.
None of that pop, sugar and spice style of MTV or the harshness of rap. I think candlelight, satin sheets, glasses of champagne, a whiff of perfume, a sideway glance when I hear her voice. It makes me think and feel. It's not something easy to understand (like the catchiness of pop) but like wine, something to be savoured.
If you've been to HMV, the classical/jazz section is in an enclosed area. Outside, they were blasting J pop. It was from a group that I haven't heard in a long time.
Their group name translates to "Rainbow" but believe me, they are not your typical 'nice' boy band. These people are hard rock and their lead singer is pure power. His voice is sooo unique. He doesn't blast it. It's like when he sings, it's not only through his vocals (body) but from his soul.
It makes me feel nostalgic when I hear the music. When I heard it blasting through at HMV, I felt my flesh literally stirred. On one hand, I was tempted to indulge it by buying one of their DVDs, on the other hand, I know their music, stirring as it is, is definitely 'not edifying'.
Oh gosh, I can get so carried away by sound. When I heard the music, memories just come rushing back. Their music is so raw and powerful. It's like our passion directed at ourselves - rather than to Christ.
And to be honest, there is an incredible seductiveness (to me at least) in that - to lose oneself in that raw energy which gives instantaneous gratification but is transient
or to lose oneself in Christ, which is a slow tender fall into love, a time of wooing and being pursued, of revealing His beauties and eternal satisfaction and oneness with Him.
I stood, somewhat transfixed in front of the screen and sigh.. can I be real? prayed in tongues. Thinking back, it felt like Joseph and Potiphor's wife. Oh well...
God, is it okay to feel this way about worldly things? I know it's not okay.. how Abba? I do not understand Christian passion. And somehow, I missed feeling the extremes.. Lord, show me once again that Your Word, that You Jesus, is all the satisfaction I'll ever need.. and let me not get tempted by what I see or hear..
Remember Abba, my Father, my God? I have surrendered the keys to my heart to You, my life to You.. I don't want to take it back! You keep them, You keep me! Guard my heart Lord, with Your shalom peace, for out of it flows the issues of life! Okay, okay, I shall do my part to "let not" too.
Gee.. actually it's a little thing what.. what am I worried about? Stop looking at your flesh! sheesh..
Thank You Jesus! You love me very much! And I love You too! Kisses and amen!
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Professionalism
Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, Song of Solomon..
Proverbs - words of wisdom to live by
Ecclesaistes - worldly observations, cynical, tired, factual observations of life
Song of Solomon - a beautiful love song
All hugely attributed to Solomon.
To me, Solomon is an example of a 'professional' believer.
Why would the wisest man on earth, then, turn from the Lord? He would have KNOWN the consequences. He should have known that only the Lord satisfies. Why would a man who wrote about the snares of an immoral woman have so many foreign wives, and build altars to their gods?
The answer, I believe, is in Romans 7.
Romans 7 is a cry to the Lord for help. I always find it very encouraging to read it once again when I am disappointed with myself.
Romans 7:18-25
For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh) nothing good dwells; for to will is present with me, but how to perform what is good I do not find. For the good that I will to do, I do not do; but the evil I will not to do, that I practice.
Solomon knew about the consequences. His heart was initially for God, but in His flesh, nothing good dwells.
Sometimes, after being moved by how much Jesus gave up for me because He loves me, my heart longs to do those things that would please Him. Yet, I fall into sin. And there's no such thing as 'unconscious' sinning. It was a choice I made. I chose to sin over walking in the light.
That is why the truth that there is "now, there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ," so precious to me. It gives me courage to come boldly to His throne of grace in repentance. And I know that He still receives me in love.. O blessed be His name!
Now if I do what I will not to do, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells in me. I find then a law, that evil is present with me, the one who wills to do good.
I am still in this fallen body. This earthen vessel. In the flesh dwells no good thing. I cannot rely on myself to do good. I cannot rely on my own will. I cannot do it because I am weak.
For I delight in the law of God according to the inward man. But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members.
We know what we should do in our mind. But on our own, we are captive to the law of sin. For as by one man's disobedience many were made sinners.. It is in our natural state.
O wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?
It not 'what will deliver' (that I can do) but WHO will deliver - a person! Someone is the answer! The Son of God who will deliver me from this body of death!
I thank God - through Jesus Christ our Lord!
All that we need is wrapped up in Jesus Christ.. so also by one Man's obedience many will be maderighteouss! Hallelujah!
I turn my eyes from my own actions and deeds and look to my Saviour and Lord Jesus Christ, on the cross..Andd as I behold His loveliness, His beauty, His love, His fullness, I am transformed into His image!
So then, with the mind I myself serve the law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin.
And even as I am saved and BEING transformed, I wait for the redemption of my body from this body of death.. as long as I am in my flesh, I am not surprised that I sin. But I have this confidence, that where sin abounded, grace abounded much more, so that as sin reigned in death, even so grace mightreignh through righteousness to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. (Romans 5:18-21)
That even when I sin, I remember, Jesus paid for that sin too. He saw that I would fall even after knowing Him, and He still choose to count that sin as paid.. paid for by His blood! Oh Hallelujah! The blood that was shed for me! The death that He died for me! O the wonders of His marvelous grace! That He should die for one such as me!
His grace, undeserved and unmerited by nothing I can ever offer, freely given in spite of by sin - His payment for my sins made in His blood is much much more.. It is such a finished work that I AM the RIGHTEOUSNESS OF GOD IN CHRIST JESUS.
Blessings are on the head of the righteous! Not of man's righteousness but I AM His righteousness! Wow! Awesome AWESOME!
So even though Solomon knew what to do, what not to do, he still fell - despite having everything. Wealth, respect, kingdom, favour with men.. But without the Lord, it is nothing!
What is our sojourn on earth, but a temporal respite between eternities?
from Ecclesiastes
What profit has a man from all his labor
In which he toils under the sun?
One generation passes away, and another generation comes;
But the earth abides forever.
...
All things are full of labor;
Man cannot express it.
The eye is not satisfied with seeing,
Nor the ear filled with hearing.
That which has been is what will be,
That which is done is what will be done,
And there is nothing new under the sun.
Is there anything of which it may be said,
"See, this is new?"
It has already been in ancient times before us.
There is no remembrance of former things,
Nor will there be any remembrance of things that are to come
By those who will come after.
...
I returned and saw under the sun that
The race is not to the swift,
Nor the battle to the strong,
Nor bread to the wise,
Nor riches to men of understanding,
Nor favor to men of skill;
But time and chance happen to them all.
12 For man also does not know his time:
Like fish taken in a cruel net,
Like birds caught in a snare,
So the sons of men are snared in an evil time,
When it falls suddenly upon them.
Finally, in the last chapter,
Remember now your Creator in the days of your youth,
Before the difficult days come,
And the years draw near when you say,
"I have no pleasure in them":
...
Fear (worship) God and keep His commandments
For this is man's all.
And after this weary observation of the meaning of life, there follows one of the most beautiful love songs in the bible.. (to be cont'd) :)
Proverbs - words of wisdom to live by
Ecclesaistes - worldly observations, cynical, tired, factual observations of life
Song of Solomon - a beautiful love song
All hugely attributed to Solomon.
To me, Solomon is an example of a 'professional' believer.
Why would the wisest man on earth, then, turn from the Lord? He would have KNOWN the consequences. He should have known that only the Lord satisfies. Why would a man who wrote about the snares of an immoral woman have so many foreign wives, and build altars to their gods?
The answer, I believe, is in Romans 7.
Romans 7 is a cry to the Lord for help. I always find it very encouraging to read it once again when I am disappointed with myself.
Romans 7:18-25
For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh) nothing good dwells; for to will is present with me, but how to perform what is good I do not find. For the good that I will to do, I do not do; but the evil I will not to do, that I practice.
Solomon knew about the consequences. His heart was initially for God, but in His flesh, nothing good dwells.
Sometimes, after being moved by how much Jesus gave up for me because He loves me, my heart longs to do those things that would please Him. Yet, I fall into sin. And there's no such thing as 'unconscious' sinning. It was a choice I made. I chose to sin over walking in the light.
That is why the truth that there is "now, there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ," so precious to me. It gives me courage to come boldly to His throne of grace in repentance. And I know that He still receives me in love.. O blessed be His name!
Now if I do what I will not to do, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells in me. I find then a law, that evil is present with me, the one who wills to do good.
I am still in this fallen body. This earthen vessel. In the flesh dwells no good thing. I cannot rely on myself to do good. I cannot rely on my own will. I cannot do it because I am weak.
For I delight in the law of God according to the inward man. But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members.
We know what we should do in our mind. But on our own, we are captive to the law of sin. For as by one man's disobedience many were made sinners.. It is in our natural state.
O wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?
It not 'what will deliver' (that I can do) but WHO will deliver - a person! Someone is the answer! The Son of God who will deliver me from this body of death!
I thank God - through Jesus Christ our Lord!
All that we need is wrapped up in Jesus Christ.. so also by one Man's obedience many will be maderighteouss! Hallelujah!
I turn my eyes from my own actions and deeds and look to my Saviour and Lord Jesus Christ, on the cross..Andd as I behold His loveliness, His beauty, His love, His fullness, I am transformed into His image!
So then, with the mind I myself serve the law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin.
And even as I am saved and BEING transformed, I wait for the redemption of my body from this body of death.. as long as I am in my flesh, I am not surprised that I sin. But I have this confidence, that where sin abounded, grace abounded much more, so that as sin reigned in death, even so grace mightreignh through righteousness to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. (Romans 5:18-21)
That even when I sin, I remember, Jesus paid for that sin too. He saw that I would fall even after knowing Him, and He still choose to count that sin as paid.. paid for by His blood! Oh Hallelujah! The blood that was shed for me! The death that He died for me! O the wonders of His marvelous grace! That He should die for one such as me!
His grace, undeserved and unmerited by nothing I can ever offer, freely given in spite of by sin - His payment for my sins made in His blood is much much more.. It is such a finished work that I AM the RIGHTEOUSNESS OF GOD IN CHRIST JESUS.
Blessings are on the head of the righteous! Not of man's righteousness but I AM His righteousness! Wow! Awesome AWESOME!
So even though Solomon knew what to do, what not to do, he still fell - despite having everything. Wealth, respect, kingdom, favour with men.. But without the Lord, it is nothing!
What is our sojourn on earth, but a temporal respite between eternities?
from Ecclesiastes
What profit has a man from all his labor
In which he toils under the sun?
One generation passes away, and another generation comes;
But the earth abides forever.
...
All things are full of labor;
Man cannot express it.
The eye is not satisfied with seeing,
Nor the ear filled with hearing.
That which has been is what will be,
That which is done is what will be done,
And there is nothing new under the sun.
Is there anything of which it may be said,
"See, this is new?"
It has already been in ancient times before us.
There is no remembrance of former things,
Nor will there be any remembrance of things that are to come
By those who will come after.
...
I returned and saw under the sun that
The race is not to the swift,
Nor the battle to the strong,
Nor bread to the wise,
Nor riches to men of understanding,
Nor favor to men of skill;
But time and chance happen to them all.
12 For man also does not know his time:
Like fish taken in a cruel net,
Like birds caught in a snare,
So the sons of men are snared in an evil time,
When it falls suddenly upon them.
Finally, in the last chapter,
Remember now your Creator in the days of your youth,
Before the difficult days come,
And the years draw near when you say,
"I have no pleasure in them":
...
Fear (worship) God and keep His commandments
For this is man's all.
And after this weary observation of the meaning of life, there follows one of the most beautiful love songs in the bible.. (to be cont'd) :)
Benign frustration
Because of the restructuring in my company, I am not allowed to 'close' any cases and to 'prospect' for clients.
Basically, I can't do anything. When I don't work, I feel so blah.. and when I feel that way, I don't feel like working.
It's frustrating 'cos I was just starting my engine, getting into the zone, as some sports people would say. My 'zoning' period is measured in months. So after a pretty long lull in the beginning of this year, I was getting into gear when I heard the news.
You know, it's like a false start in a race.
And just as I was getting out of the rut... I guess I was anticipating His blessings. I remember Pastor saying that the extent that I'm frustrated, is the extent I'm not surrendering my life to Him.
Like today, I was a coach potato. Literally. I was sprawled in front of the goggle box, interspersed between shopping and chatting with a good gal friend.
Yes, mentioning her perks me up! We have very funny interesting conversations. Betcha never discussed with someone "the accurate grammatical representation of a phrase depends on a positive or negative turn of expression." :D And we talked about "everyone perceiving the world through templates - the difference is how defined one's boundaries are." Excellent!
I'm typing this entry after watching yet another hilarious episode of The Nanny and I should be sleeping and rested...
I'm tired of this roller-coaster of emotions.. I don't know why I am surprised at how badly I 'perform'. In and of myself, I can't do any good thing.
How many times have I reminded myself?
Self-control is a fruit of the spirit.
Not by might, nor my power, but by My Spirit, says the Lord of Hosts.
Delight yourself also in the LORD,And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
The last thing I want to be Lord, is 'professional' Urgh!
But Abba, You have created in me a new heart. You write Your laws upon my heart. You give me the desires of my heart. A desire to work, a desire to excel, to achieve - it's not something that I have to conjure up.
And remind me Lord, not to be disappointed with my performance. I look at what I do and what I should be doing. But douse me in Your Word Lord. No one can continue in Your Word without it producing discipline!
You have not given me a spirit of fear, but of power, of love and of a sound mind! Abba, fear is a spirit! Frustration is a spirit! Boredem is a spirit! They are of death! But You came that I may have life - the zoe kind of life! And life more abundantly! Let this not be head knowledge Lord.
Holy Spirit, help me to pray! Keep me in Your shalom peace. Your goodness, Your kindness, Your love, embraces me. It doesn't matter how many times I fall.. I am still the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus.. and Your beloved daughter!
Amen! I love You, I love You, I love You!
Basically, I can't do anything. When I don't work, I feel so blah.. and when I feel that way, I don't feel like working.
It's frustrating 'cos I was just starting my engine, getting into the zone, as some sports people would say. My 'zoning' period is measured in months. So after a pretty long lull in the beginning of this year, I was getting into gear when I heard the news.
You know, it's like a false start in a race.
And just as I was getting out of the rut... I guess I was anticipating His blessings. I remember Pastor saying that the extent that I'm frustrated, is the extent I'm not surrendering my life to Him.
Like today, I was a coach potato. Literally. I was sprawled in front of the goggle box, interspersed between shopping and chatting with a good gal friend.
Yes, mentioning her perks me up! We have very funny interesting conversations. Betcha never discussed with someone "the accurate grammatical representation of a phrase depends on a positive or negative turn of expression." :D And we talked about "everyone perceiving the world through templates - the difference is how defined one's boundaries are." Excellent!
I'm typing this entry after watching yet another hilarious episode of The Nanny and I should be sleeping and rested...
I'm tired of this roller-coaster of emotions.. I don't know why I am surprised at how badly I 'perform'. In and of myself, I can't do any good thing.
How many times have I reminded myself?
Self-control is a fruit of the spirit.
Not by might, nor my power, but by My Spirit, says the Lord of Hosts.
Delight yourself also in the LORD,And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
The last thing I want to be Lord, is 'professional' Urgh!
But Abba, You have created in me a new heart. You write Your laws upon my heart. You give me the desires of my heart. A desire to work, a desire to excel, to achieve - it's not something that I have to conjure up.
And remind me Lord, not to be disappointed with my performance. I look at what I do and what I should be doing. But douse me in Your Word Lord. No one can continue in Your Word without it producing discipline!
You have not given me a spirit of fear, but of power, of love and of a sound mind! Abba, fear is a spirit! Frustration is a spirit! Boredem is a spirit! They are of death! But You came that I may have life - the zoe kind of life! And life more abundantly! Let this not be head knowledge Lord.
Holy Spirit, help me to pray! Keep me in Your shalom peace. Your goodness, Your kindness, Your love, embraces me. It doesn't matter how many times I fall.. I am still the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus.. and Your beloved daughter!
Amen! I love You, I love You, I love You!
Friday, July 29, 2005
Praying
Had a wonderful time in the Word this bible study.. just when I think I know pretty a lot about tongues, Pastor reveals a fresh insight into the Word for me to feed on.
Wow.. the depths of His Word, the riches of His truths.
I just so love going to church.. sigh.. of satisfaction. It's that same kind of sigh after a really satisfying meal. :) You know, when you put aside that napkin, and pat yourself on the tummy and declare to the world in general, "I'm happy."
Abba, you really love me huh? Right back at You! :D You just keep giving me fresh fresh fresh! infusions of Your truths. Your Word, is so LIFE to me! That's why I'm still blogging now at 1.44 am!
Okay, side-tracked.
Summary of tonight's bible study:
Meditation of the Word in the ministry of the spirit is praying in tongues.
Read like this, sounds like quite a leap huh? Get the tape. It makes absolute sense to me after Pastor expounded on the scriptures. :)
Pastor told us to make it an experiment, to pray continuously in the spirit till Sunday.. even now, as I'm typing this, I'm praying. It IS possible to do two things at the same time, when one of these is praying in tongues, 'cos the understanding is not engaged at all.
Even so, I told Abba, that He has got to help me to pray continously. To build myself up.. I want that breakthrough. I don't want a stream of living waters, I want rivers of living water.
Pastor said something interesting, (I'm paraphrasing) "No matter how much one can stand against a rivet or even a stream of living waters, one can hardly stand before Niagara falls."
I loved that picture! I want Niagara falls to pour forth out of my spirit. And sweep every debries away and gush forth the power of His resurrection! I want His power to break through into my world, engulf my life through my prayers. He is more than able to do it!
Never thought about the POWER. In fact, I'm somewhat apprehensive about it because I did not understand the concept of power.
The power of God is not brought forth through what I do. I remind myself, I cannot convince God to work on my behalf. I don't want it by wages. I want it by grace through faith - through Jesus Christ and His finished work on the cross.
But I never thought about WANTING it. At the back of my mind, I have the idea, "when it comes, it comes."
(Abba wants me to leave a 'let go and let God' life.. i.e. 'bo chap' life. But when it comes to His Word, I want to have that unquenchable hunger for His Word.)
It's about pressing in. Wanting to know more about Jesus, His love.
And praying in tongues brings revelations birthed forth from the spirit to the soul.
This is one of my favourite passages.
Ephesians 3:16-20
that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man,
The Holy Spirit is sent to take care of our inner man. Our spirit (inner man) becomes alive when we are born-again. My spirit and the Holy Spirit are separate, yet One.
It is only through the Holy Spirit that we may be strengthened in might, so
that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love,
Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God. The Holy Spirit helps us to know Christ and His love. He has come to convict us of righteousness.
may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height— to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge;
God is love. And He made us in His image. He made us as vessels of love too.
We love because He first loved us. Not only in terms of returning His love, but also in us loving people.
Love is a force. Love is power. God is love. Love is also El-Shaddai; Love is the Lord of Hosts; Love is the lamb and the lion of Judah.
that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.
As we behold Him with unveiled faces, we are transform into His glorious image.
How? As we are being strengthened with might through the Holy Spirit. We are filled.. but press in more! with the FULLNESS!
Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us
It is only after we've learnt to receive from Him (let Him fill us with His fullness) that He is able to serve us. He "is able to do.. according to the power the works in us"
The power that works IN us, is the Holy Spirit!
And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints— (Ephesians 6:17-18) [Pastor covered this very comprehensively in Church camp 2004)
Wow.. the depths of His Word, the riches of His truths.
I just so love going to church.. sigh.. of satisfaction. It's that same kind of sigh after a really satisfying meal. :) You know, when you put aside that napkin, and pat yourself on the tummy and declare to the world in general, "I'm happy."
Abba, you really love me huh? Right back at You! :D You just keep giving me fresh fresh fresh! infusions of Your truths. Your Word, is so LIFE to me! That's why I'm still blogging now at 1.44 am!
Okay, side-tracked.
Summary of tonight's bible study:
Meditation of the Word in the ministry of the spirit is praying in tongues.
Read like this, sounds like quite a leap huh? Get the tape. It makes absolute sense to me after Pastor expounded on the scriptures. :)
Pastor told us to make it an experiment, to pray continuously in the spirit till Sunday.. even now, as I'm typing this, I'm praying. It IS possible to do two things at the same time, when one of these is praying in tongues, 'cos the understanding is not engaged at all.
Even so, I told Abba, that He has got to help me to pray continously. To build myself up.. I want that breakthrough. I don't want a stream of living waters, I want rivers of living water.
Pastor said something interesting, (I'm paraphrasing) "No matter how much one can stand against a rivet or even a stream of living waters, one can hardly stand before Niagara falls."
I loved that picture! I want Niagara falls to pour forth out of my spirit. And sweep every debries away and gush forth the power of His resurrection! I want His power to break through into my world, engulf my life through my prayers. He is more than able to do it!
Never thought about the POWER. In fact, I'm somewhat apprehensive about it because I did not understand the concept of power.
The power of God is not brought forth through what I do. I remind myself, I cannot convince God to work on my behalf. I don't want it by wages. I want it by grace through faith - through Jesus Christ and His finished work on the cross.
But I never thought about WANTING it. At the back of my mind, I have the idea, "when it comes, it comes."
(Abba wants me to leave a 'let go and let God' life.. i.e. 'bo chap' life. But when it comes to His Word, I want to have that unquenchable hunger for His Word.)
It's about pressing in. Wanting to know more about Jesus, His love.
And praying in tongues brings revelations birthed forth from the spirit to the soul.
This is one of my favourite passages.
Ephesians 3:16-20
that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man,
The Holy Spirit is sent to take care of our inner man. Our spirit (inner man) becomes alive when we are born-again. My spirit and the Holy Spirit are separate, yet One.
It is only through the Holy Spirit that we may be strengthened in might, so
that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love,
Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God. The Holy Spirit helps us to know Christ and His love. He has come to convict us of righteousness.
may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height— to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge;
God is love. And He made us in His image. He made us as vessels of love too.
We love because He first loved us. Not only in terms of returning His love, but also in us loving people.
Love is a force. Love is power. God is love. Love is also El-Shaddai; Love is the Lord of Hosts; Love is the lamb and the lion of Judah.
that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.
As we behold Him with unveiled faces, we are transform into His glorious image.
How? As we are being strengthened with might through the Holy Spirit. We are filled.. but press in more! with the FULLNESS!
Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us
It is only after we've learnt to receive from Him (let Him fill us with His fullness) that He is able to serve us. He "is able to do.. according to the power the works in us"
The power that works IN us, is the Holy Spirit!
And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints— (Ephesians 6:17-18) [Pastor covered this very comprehensively in Church camp 2004)
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Intimacy
Lord, during worship on Tuesday, I realised I never took the time to linger quietly in Your presence - to simply enjoy Your silence.
It's kinda of strange to me 'cos I'm so comfortable with You as my Abba. My Daddy whom I can run to and complain and demand Your attention. Sometimes, I feel I'm so petulant. Abba, Abba, Daddy, thanks for Your patience! :D
So it was strange to me - that instance of remaining quiet and still before You. I'm so used to worshipping You in 'loudness', in Hallelujahs! and with energy and action. But to lay quiet before thee, is another kind of intimacy that I haven't really experienced before.
It's like, taking the time, Jesus, to just gaze into Your eyes. Like a cherished lover. It brought to mind what a sister shared. Her vision of standing before the altar in a wedding veil, walking towards Jesus, my handsome bridegroom. My heart is beating a little faster than usual as I walk down the aisle. I reach Him, and He takes my hand, His fingers intertwaining with mine as we pledge our love.
I'm just starting to realise, that silent kind of worship, is like that. That moment in time, when we remember our wedding. That moment when we turn to each other and just gaze. Not like a shy teenager, self-conscious but like a mature lover, just looking, just gazing into Jesus.
Perhaps it'll get more comfortable with practise..! This intimate lingering as lovers. Jesus, thank You for reminding me and giving me this picture. You lead me by hand. Sometimes I feel shy about You but You're bringing me to that place where I can allow You to boldly love me and to love You back the same way. Where we finally commune and joyfully get lost in Your love. Oh Lord, I want to have a revelation of that in my heart, in my soul.. let Your spirit break forth and allow me to feel this reality! How my heart longs for You!
It's kinda of strange to me 'cos I'm so comfortable with You as my Abba. My Daddy whom I can run to and complain and demand Your attention. Sometimes, I feel I'm so petulant. Abba, Abba, Daddy, thanks for Your patience! :D
So it was strange to me - that instance of remaining quiet and still before You. I'm so used to worshipping You in 'loudness', in Hallelujahs! and with energy and action. But to lay quiet before thee, is another kind of intimacy that I haven't really experienced before.
It's like, taking the time, Jesus, to just gaze into Your eyes. Like a cherished lover. It brought to mind what a sister shared. Her vision of standing before the altar in a wedding veil, walking towards Jesus, my handsome bridegroom. My heart is beating a little faster than usual as I walk down the aisle. I reach Him, and He takes my hand, His fingers intertwaining with mine as we pledge our love.
I'm just starting to realise, that silent kind of worship, is like that. That moment in time, when we remember our wedding. That moment when we turn to each other and just gaze. Not like a shy teenager, self-conscious but like a mature lover, just looking, just gazing into Jesus.
Perhaps it'll get more comfortable with practise..! This intimate lingering as lovers. Jesus, thank You for reminding me and giving me this picture. You lead me by hand. Sometimes I feel shy about You but You're bringing me to that place where I can allow You to boldly love me and to love You back the same way. Where we finally commune and joyfully get lost in Your love. Oh Lord, I want to have a revelation of that in my heart, in my soul.. let Your spirit break forth and allow me to feel this reality! How my heart longs for You!
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
For women only
I wonder how many brothers will read this anyway.. :D
This is a summary of half the book - for wives to understand their husbands. But ladies and gentlemen, comments on the accuracy of this author's findings would be welcomed! :D
From the book "LOVE AND RESPECT" by Dr. Emerson Eggerichs
Okay, this book is for married couples. But it was an interesting read. I shall just quote some parts of the book here.
C-H-A-I-R-S is an acronym that stands for six major values that your husband holds: Conquest, Hierarchy, Authority, Insight, Relationship, and Sexuality
A man's first and fundamental impulse is to serve, especially in response to being honored.
You show him respect regardless of his response.
Your husband is made in the image of God, and he has God-given attributes that are worthy of respect.
The point is this: look at his desires and not his performance
A wife must try to see what God sees.
In terms of a man's self-image, he needs to be the chairman; he needs to drive. He needs to be first among equals, not to be superior or dominating but because this is how God has made him and he wants to take on that responsibility.
Conquest - Appreciate His Desire to Work and Achieve
A husband values respect more than love.
As a wife, if you can start to understand how important your husband's work is to him, you will take a giant step toward communicating respect and honor, two things that he values even more than your love.
He spells love R-E-S-P-E-C-T
During courtship a woman glows with a message to her man: "I love you and am here for you. I respect what you want to do and who you want to be. I long to help you. That's what love is all about."
The male feels a deep need to be involved in adventure and conquest. This is not an option for him; it is a deep-seated trait.
Many women have no idea of the importance men put on their work. If a wife even implies, unknowingly that her husband's work is not that important, she has just called him a loser.
He wants a woman who believes in him.
Men do what they do for the admiration of one woman.
It is so important that you thank him and let him know you admire and support him.
Hierarchy - Appreciate His desire to protect and provide
"His firmness with me was rooted in his protective role"
The problem many women have today - is that they want to be treated like a princess, but deep down they resist treating their husbands like the king. They aren't willing to recognize that in the depth of his very soul a husband wants to be the one who provides and protects - he wants to be an umbrella of protection who would willingly die for his wife if need be.
Men are more vulnerable to criticism when it is related to "headship" issues.
"I guess if there's one fan I want in the world, it would be my wife."
"I also realize I must learn to respect him because of the position God gave him in our family, not because I feel he deserves or doesn't deserve it, but because God wants me to be obedient to Scripture. He knows what's best for me - HIS way is always best."
Authority - Appreciate his desire to serve and to lead
If a decision must be made, the wife is called upon to defer to her husband, trusting God to guide him to make a decision out of love for her as the responsible head of the marriage.
1 Peter 3:1-2 (The Message) The same goes for you wives: Be good wives to your husbands, responsive to their needs. There are husbands who, indifferent as they are to any words about God, will be captivated by your life of holy beauty.
What He is saying is that your quiet and gentle spirit will melt your man's heart.
If your quietness is the right kind of quietness - respectful and dignified, not pouty and sour - he will move toward you. He will want to comfort you and take care of you. In essence, he will want to show you love. For the good-willed husband, the wife's quiet and respectful behaviour will act as a magnet.
This is the key to empowerment: you get what you want by giving him what he wants.
What your husband wants is your acknowledgement that he is the leader, the one in authority.
God has made your husband responsible (Eph 5:25-33), he needs the authority to carry out that responsibility.
Submission, respect, and quietness will engage your husband and draw him out.
Appreciating - and respecting - your husband's desire to serve you and lead the family takes faith, courage, and strength on your part.
Insight - Appreciate his desire to analyze and counsel
The bottom line to appreciating a man's desire to analyze and counsel is to realize he does have insight and to beware of any self-righteousness that might undermine his insight.
Guard against the attitude that he is the center of all the problems. Admit that you also have sins, issues, and weaknesses (in areas that he has strengths) and that you don't have perfect judgment in every case. You'll be amazed at how this energizes his soul.
Relationship - Appreciate his desire for shoulder-to-shoulder friendship
..he was energized merely by her presence.
"This is how men communicate, by sharing experiences. Women share experiences by talking about them to each other, examining and infusing the experiences with their impressions and emotions. Men are different. They share their experiences by sharing an activity. This is what your husband wants to do with you."
Why do men like this shoulder-to-shoulder silence from their wives?
Titus 2:3-4 Paul says older women should teach the younger women to phileo their husbands - that is, to be friendly to them.
"We were friends, and she knew she needed to be friendly as well as loving"
These common experiences and mutual interests result in a sense of bonding.
When he calls you to be with him and you just do it, with little or no talking, you will see the energy flow into him.
Try seeing his need for shoulder-to-shoulder friendship. If he has closed you off and gone quiet, the way to draw him out is by simply being with him during some activity.
The simple truth is he just needs you to be there.
Sexuality - Appreciate his desire for sexual intimacy
Okay, not going to summarise here. You'll need to borrow the book from moi. :)
This is a summary of half the book - for wives to understand their husbands. But ladies and gentlemen, comments on the accuracy of this author's findings would be welcomed! :D
From the book "LOVE AND RESPECT" by Dr. Emerson Eggerichs
Okay, this book is for married couples. But it was an interesting read. I shall just quote some parts of the book here.
C-H-A-I-R-S is an acronym that stands for six major values that your husband holds: Conquest, Hierarchy, Authority, Insight, Relationship, and Sexuality
A man's first and fundamental impulse is to serve, especially in response to being honored.
You show him respect regardless of his response.
Your husband is made in the image of God, and he has God-given attributes that are worthy of respect.
The point is this: look at his desires and not his performance
A wife must try to see what God sees.
In terms of a man's self-image, he needs to be the chairman; he needs to drive. He needs to be first among equals, not to be superior or dominating but because this is how God has made him and he wants to take on that responsibility.
Conquest - Appreciate His Desire to Work and Achieve
A husband values respect more than love.
As a wife, if you can start to understand how important your husband's work is to him, you will take a giant step toward communicating respect and honor, two things that he values even more than your love.
He spells love R-E-S-P-E-C-T
During courtship a woman glows with a message to her man: "I love you and am here for you. I respect what you want to do and who you want to be. I long to help you. That's what love is all about."
The male feels a deep need to be involved in adventure and conquest. This is not an option for him; it is a deep-seated trait.
Many women have no idea of the importance men put on their work. If a wife even implies, unknowingly that her husband's work is not that important, she has just called him a loser.
He wants a woman who believes in him.
Men do what they do for the admiration of one woman.
It is so important that you thank him and let him know you admire and support him.
Hierarchy - Appreciate His desire to protect and provide
"His firmness with me was rooted in his protective role"
The problem many women have today - is that they want to be treated like a princess, but deep down they resist treating their husbands like the king. They aren't willing to recognize that in the depth of his very soul a husband wants to be the one who provides and protects - he wants to be an umbrella of protection who would willingly die for his wife if need be.
Men are more vulnerable to criticism when it is related to "headship" issues.
"I guess if there's one fan I want in the world, it would be my wife."
"I also realize I must learn to respect him because of the position God gave him in our family, not because I feel he deserves or doesn't deserve it, but because God wants me to be obedient to Scripture. He knows what's best for me - HIS way is always best."
Authority - Appreciate his desire to serve and to lead
If a decision must be made, the wife is called upon to defer to her husband, trusting God to guide him to make a decision out of love for her as the responsible head of the marriage.
1 Peter 3:1-2 (The Message) The same goes for you wives: Be good wives to your husbands, responsive to their needs. There are husbands who, indifferent as they are to any words about God, will be captivated by your life of holy beauty.
What He is saying is that your quiet and gentle spirit will melt your man's heart.
If your quietness is the right kind of quietness - respectful and dignified, not pouty and sour - he will move toward you. He will want to comfort you and take care of you. In essence, he will want to show you love. For the good-willed husband, the wife's quiet and respectful behaviour will act as a magnet.
This is the key to empowerment: you get what you want by giving him what he wants.
What your husband wants is your acknowledgement that he is the leader, the one in authority.
God has made your husband responsible (Eph 5:25-33), he needs the authority to carry out that responsibility.
Submission, respect, and quietness will engage your husband and draw him out.
Appreciating - and respecting - your husband's desire to serve you and lead the family takes faith, courage, and strength on your part.
Insight - Appreciate his desire to analyze and counsel
The bottom line to appreciating a man's desire to analyze and counsel is to realize he does have insight and to beware of any self-righteousness that might undermine his insight.
Guard against the attitude that he is the center of all the problems. Admit that you also have sins, issues, and weaknesses (in areas that he has strengths) and that you don't have perfect judgment in every case. You'll be amazed at how this energizes his soul.
Relationship - Appreciate his desire for shoulder-to-shoulder friendship
..he was energized merely by her presence.
"This is how men communicate, by sharing experiences. Women share experiences by talking about them to each other, examining and infusing the experiences with their impressions and emotions. Men are different. They share their experiences by sharing an activity. This is what your husband wants to do with you."
Why do men like this shoulder-to-shoulder silence from their wives?
Titus 2:3-4 Paul says older women should teach the younger women to phileo their husbands - that is, to be friendly to them.
"We were friends, and she knew she needed to be friendly as well as loving"
These common experiences and mutual interests result in a sense of bonding.
When he calls you to be with him and you just do it, with little or no talking, you will see the energy flow into him.
Try seeing his need for shoulder-to-shoulder friendship. If he has closed you off and gone quiet, the way to draw him out is by simply being with him during some activity.
The simple truth is he just needs you to be there.
Sexuality - Appreciate his desire for sexual intimacy
Okay, not going to summarise here. You'll need to borrow the book from moi. :)
Supper club
Love caregroup on Tuesdays! Thank You Abba, it's always receiving time, it's always a time to taste of Your goodness all over again.
In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also, having believed, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14)
I'm still meditating on this verse.
The Holy Spirit is in us, given as a seal.
You yourselves write a decree concerning the Jews, as you please, in the king’s name, and seal it with the king’s signet ring; for whatever is written in the king’s name and sealed with the king’s signet ring no one can revoke. (Esther 8:8)
We are sealed in His name. Then I looked, and behold, a Lamb standing on Mount Zion, and with Him one hundred and forty-four thousand, having His Father’s name written on their foreheads. (Revelations 14:1) We are marked out and set aside. How? Through Jesus Christ, lamb of God.
We belong to Him.
Jeremiah 32:8-10
So Hanamel my uncle's son came to me in the court of the guard in accordance with the word of the Lord, and he said to me, I pray you, buy my field that is in Anathoth, which is in the land of Benjamin, for the right of inheritance is yours and the redemption is yours; buy it for yourself. Then I knew that this was the word of the Lord.
Elohim made the first man. Whatever was on earth, He gave to Adam to have dominion over. But Adam sinned and dominion was given over to the devil. There is a leasehold over the earth although the earth belonged to Him. Legally though, it was given to Adam for a time and God cannot justly come in and simply take it back from satan.
But when Jesus Christ came, as the Son of God and the son of man (Abrahamic covenant), He has the right of inheritance (earth) and to redeem us (man whom He created).
And I bought the field that was in Anathoth from Hanamel my uncle's son and weighed out for him the money--seventeen shekels of silver.
And I signed the deed and sealed it, called witnesses, and weighed out for him the money on the scales.
All that Christ has restored to us, and much more, through the finished work on the cross - that's His inheritance to us, that is, it's now our interitance. Which includes both eternal life AND material blessings.
So in Ephesians 1,
the Holy Spirit is a "guarantee of our inheritance". This clause, I believe, is 'time-bound'. It means that when we are first born-again, the Holy Spirit is given to us. But nothing has changed outwardly. So initially, we don't see our inheritance yet.
But we walk by faith, and not by sight. The Word says that Christ is in us, the hope of glory. (Colossians 1:27) He is the one who worketh mightily in us (Colossians 1:29) and He will teach us all things.
That is why, He is our "guarantee". Our inheritance is already given. We are sure to see it manifest because we have the Holy Spirit who is our helper.
"until the redemption of the purchased possession"
I don't quite understand this clause above. So if you have an alternative view, do let me know.
I thought, 'what is purchased possession?' Is it us? That seems to be a rather cold way to describe us.. and haven't we already been redeemed?
I believe, the redemption referred here is "bodily redemption". Jesus Christ purchased us with His blood; our spirit is alive but housed in a mortal body. Our bodies are described as 'earthern vessels', an object, because the real us is not found in the body, but in our spirit.
Jesus had conquered death. This not only refers to spiritual death (eternal separation from God) but also, physical death (because He was resurrected bodily). What we see today, is that we have eternal life (spiritually), but not yet triumphing over physical death yet, till the rapture. The 'last' redemption' is our bodies - which actually have already been purchased in His physical resurrection.
Not only that, but we also who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, eagerly waiting for the adoption, the redemption of our body. (Romans 8:23)
Hmm.. actually got side-tracked. This was not what we discussed in caregroup yesterday...
Power question: How to let the Holy Spirit reign?
It is what we are conscious of.
For if by the one man’s offense death reigned through the one, much more those who receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness will reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ.) (Romans 5:17)
But are we conscious of this? How do we make it 'practical' in our lives?
Well, I believe it's not anything we do. It's a matter of believing in the heart. A daily renewing of the mind by chewing on His Word.
We still have our weaknesses, so how?
Romans 8:26-29
Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.
The Holy Spirit will help us. I believe this in part refers to praying in tongues (groanings) I don't understand that 'cannot be uttered' bit.
Now He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
When we pray in tongues, we pray perfect prayers, according to the will of God.
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
Therefore, we have this assurance. In the Christian life, it's all about a winning life. ALL things, good or bad, work together for good. Note that we "are the called according to His purpose". It is not that we have to 'do things' according to His purpose.
For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren.
"Predestined to be conformed" - from the word, 'destiny', Christ in us, being transformed from glory to glory. Hence, he may be the 'firstborn' - we can be called his brethren, his brother or sister, borned into the same family.
Moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.
So, since we know that He has predestined us, He has already called. Called for what? His purpose? What is His purpose?
We can read it as "these He also called to His purpose and justfied" His purpose was to justify us? What does justification mean? "and by Him everyone who believes is justified from all things from which you could not be justified by the law of Moses" (Acts 13:39) "being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus" (Romans 3:24)
So justification is believing in Jesus Christ, His Son, He has given freely.
But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb and called me through His grace, to reveal His Son in me, that I might preach Him among the Gentiles, I did not immediately confer with flesh and blood (Galatians 1:15-16)
God did not reveal Jesus TO Paul. But God revealed Jesus IN Paul, "that [Paul] might preach Him among the Gentiles" It is the knowledge of the truth AND it's power. Jesus Christ in a person can be seen. It's that inner glow. A living epistle of Christ.
And God is no respector of persons. We have no glory of our own. Only by Him revealing Jesus in us can we be glorified! Hallelujah!
In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also, having believed, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14)
I'm still meditating on this verse.
The Holy Spirit is in us, given as a seal.
You yourselves write a decree concerning the Jews, as you please, in the king’s name, and seal it with the king’s signet ring; for whatever is written in the king’s name and sealed with the king’s signet ring no one can revoke. (Esther 8:8)
We are sealed in His name. Then I looked, and behold, a Lamb standing on Mount Zion, and with Him one hundred and forty-four thousand, having His Father’s name written on their foreheads. (Revelations 14:1) We are marked out and set aside. How? Through Jesus Christ, lamb of God.
We belong to Him.
Jeremiah 32:8-10
So Hanamel my uncle's son came to me in the court of the guard in accordance with the word of the Lord, and he said to me, I pray you, buy my field that is in Anathoth, which is in the land of Benjamin, for the right of inheritance is yours and the redemption is yours; buy it for yourself. Then I knew that this was the word of the Lord.
Elohim made the first man. Whatever was on earth, He gave to Adam to have dominion over. But Adam sinned and dominion was given over to the devil. There is a leasehold over the earth although the earth belonged to Him. Legally though, it was given to Adam for a time and God cannot justly come in and simply take it back from satan.
But when Jesus Christ came, as the Son of God and the son of man (Abrahamic covenant), He has the right of inheritance (earth) and to redeem us (man whom He created).
And I bought the field that was in Anathoth from Hanamel my uncle's son and weighed out for him the money--seventeen shekels of silver.
And I signed the deed and sealed it, called witnesses, and weighed out for him the money on the scales.
All that Christ has restored to us, and much more, through the finished work on the cross - that's His inheritance to us, that is, it's now our interitance. Which includes both eternal life AND material blessings.
So in Ephesians 1,
the Holy Spirit is a "guarantee of our inheritance". This clause, I believe, is 'time-bound'. It means that when we are first born-again, the Holy Spirit is given to us. But nothing has changed outwardly. So initially, we don't see our inheritance yet.
But we walk by faith, and not by sight. The Word says that Christ is in us, the hope of glory. (Colossians 1:27) He is the one who worketh mightily in us (Colossians 1:29) and He will teach us all things.
That is why, He is our "guarantee". Our inheritance is already given. We are sure to see it manifest because we have the Holy Spirit who is our helper.
"until the redemption of the purchased possession"
I don't quite understand this clause above. So if you have an alternative view, do let me know.
I thought, 'what is purchased possession?' Is it us? That seems to be a rather cold way to describe us.. and haven't we already been redeemed?
I believe, the redemption referred here is "bodily redemption". Jesus Christ purchased us with His blood; our spirit is alive but housed in a mortal body. Our bodies are described as 'earthern vessels', an object, because the real us is not found in the body, but in our spirit.
Jesus had conquered death. This not only refers to spiritual death (eternal separation from God) but also, physical death (because He was resurrected bodily). What we see today, is that we have eternal life (spiritually), but not yet triumphing over physical death yet, till the rapture. The 'last' redemption' is our bodies - which actually have already been purchased in His physical resurrection.
Not only that, but we also who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, eagerly waiting for the adoption, the redemption of our body. (Romans 8:23)
Hmm.. actually got side-tracked. This was not what we discussed in caregroup yesterday...
Power question: How to let the Holy Spirit reign?
It is what we are conscious of.
For if by the one man’s offense death reigned through the one, much more those who receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness will reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ.) (Romans 5:17)
But are we conscious of this? How do we make it 'practical' in our lives?
Well, I believe it's not anything we do. It's a matter of believing in the heart. A daily renewing of the mind by chewing on His Word.
We still have our weaknesses, so how?
Romans 8:26-29
Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.
The Holy Spirit will help us. I believe this in part refers to praying in tongues (groanings) I don't understand that 'cannot be uttered' bit.
Now He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
When we pray in tongues, we pray perfect prayers, according to the will of God.
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
Therefore, we have this assurance. In the Christian life, it's all about a winning life. ALL things, good or bad, work together for good. Note that we "are the called according to His purpose". It is not that we have to 'do things' according to His purpose.
For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren.
"Predestined to be conformed" - from the word, 'destiny', Christ in us, being transformed from glory to glory. Hence, he may be the 'firstborn' - we can be called his brethren, his brother or sister, borned into the same family.
Moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.
So, since we know that He has predestined us, He has already called. Called for what? His purpose? What is His purpose?
We can read it as "these He also called to His purpose and justfied" His purpose was to justify us? What does justification mean? "and by Him everyone who believes is justified from all things from which you could not be justified by the law of Moses" (Acts 13:39) "being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus" (Romans 3:24)
So justification is believing in Jesus Christ, His Son, He has given freely.
But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb and called me through His grace, to reveal His Son in me, that I might preach Him among the Gentiles, I did not immediately confer with flesh and blood (Galatians 1:15-16)
God did not reveal Jesus TO Paul. But God revealed Jesus IN Paul, "that [Paul] might preach Him among the Gentiles" It is the knowledge of the truth AND it's power. Jesus Christ in a person can be seen. It's that inner glow. A living epistle of Christ.
And God is no respector of persons. We have no glory of our own. Only by Him revealing Jesus in us can we be glorified! Hallelujah!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
So satisfied!
Satisfied
by Jen Tan, NCC
My Jesus,
My salvation
My strong tower, my refuge
My shelter is in You
You're my Jesus
My salvation
I'm so satisfied...
So satisfied...
I'm so satisfied
With Your goodness in my life!
My Jesus,
My Jesus belongs to me. He's Mine, mine, mine. My Beloved is mine and I am His! Sometimes, I'm so jealous of Him...
My salvation
You're everything Lord. Everything I am. Everything I'll ever need..
My strong tower, my refuge
My shelter is in You
Jesus, You're the One I run to. I don't need to carry my troubles and worries about me. I run to You! As a child, as Your Beloved.. because You are more than able and You love me. I hide in You and give everything up to You. Looking to You, trusting in You.
You're my Jesus
My salvation
Mine, mine, mine! You belong to me!
I'm so satisfied...
You satisfy me with Your loving words.. a balm to my soul.. loving words that encourages me, washes me, reveal You in me, builds me up..
So satisfied...
Again, and again, You show me, everyday, in every way, how much I matter to You. It's not only in the big things Lord, it's the little things You do that touches my heart. Every moment, Your reassurance and love..
I'm so satisfied
Mmm.. hmmm.. Who is like thee, O Lord?
With Your goodness in my life!
Even now, when things are happening and it seems 'strange' that I am not worried.. it's 'cos You hide me in Jesus. Your peace guards my heart. You whisper, "Look, I give You this blessings. Do not question, do not look around at other people. Trust me, know that I love you.." Thank You my Love, I just feel that this is the beginning of something greater and wonderful!
by Jen Tan, NCC
My Jesus,
My salvation
My strong tower, my refuge
My shelter is in You
You're my Jesus
My salvation
I'm so satisfied...
So satisfied...
I'm so satisfied
With Your goodness in my life!
My Jesus,
My Jesus belongs to me. He's Mine, mine, mine. My Beloved is mine and I am His! Sometimes, I'm so jealous of Him...
My salvation
You're everything Lord. Everything I am. Everything I'll ever need..
My strong tower, my refuge
My shelter is in You
Jesus, You're the One I run to. I don't need to carry my troubles and worries about me. I run to You! As a child, as Your Beloved.. because You are more than able and You love me. I hide in You and give everything up to You. Looking to You, trusting in You.
You're my Jesus
My salvation
Mine, mine, mine! You belong to me!
I'm so satisfied...
You satisfy me with Your loving words.. a balm to my soul.. loving words that encourages me, washes me, reveal You in me, builds me up..
So satisfied...
Again, and again, You show me, everyday, in every way, how much I matter to You. It's not only in the big things Lord, it's the little things You do that touches my heart. Every moment, Your reassurance and love..
I'm so satisfied
Mmm.. hmmm.. Who is like thee, O Lord?
With Your goodness in my life!
Even now, when things are happening and it seems 'strange' that I am not worried.. it's 'cos You hide me in Jesus. Your peace guards my heart. You whisper, "Look, I give You this blessings. Do not question, do not look around at other people. Trust me, know that I love you.." Thank You my Love, I just feel that this is the beginning of something greater and wonderful!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Wise as serpents
Behold, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves. Therefore be wise as serpents and harmless as doves. (Matthew 10:6)
Been just observing human behaviour generally...politics in action.
There are two trees. The tree of life and the tree of knowledge of good and evil.
We're different. Got the favour of God and the mind of Christ. We don't have to super-analyse and dissect and discern the person's intentions and try to second guess them.
We have the tree of life; we are Christians, that doesn't mean we are naive. It's amazing how Abba allows me to observe some things.. that matter. At the same time, he shields me from some other things that I may become unduly worried about.
So the master commended the unjust steward because he had dealt shrewdly. For the sons of this world are more shrewd in their generation than the sons of light. "And I say to you, make friends for yourselves by unrighteous mammon, that when you fail,they may receive you into an everlasting home. He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much. (Luke 16:8-10)
This came from absurd notion, even then, that money is evil. It's the love of money, not money. Our daddy-God owns the cattle on a thousand hills... :) If Abba is rich, then how can we His children be poor? Christ was made poor on the cross so that we can inherit the blessings, which includes prosperity.
Been just observing human behaviour generally...politics in action.
There are two trees. The tree of life and the tree of knowledge of good and evil.
We're different. Got the favour of God and the mind of Christ. We don't have to super-analyse and dissect and discern the person's intentions and try to second guess them.
We have the tree of life; we are Christians, that doesn't mean we are naive. It's amazing how Abba allows me to observe some things.. that matter. At the same time, he shields me from some other things that I may become unduly worried about.
So the master commended the unjust steward because he had dealt shrewdly. For the sons of this world are more shrewd in their generation than the sons of light. "And I say to you, make friends for yourselves by unrighteous mammon, that when you fail,they may receive you into an everlasting home. He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much. (Luke 16:8-10)
This came from absurd notion, even then, that money is evil. It's the love of money, not money. Our daddy-God owns the cattle on a thousand hills... :) If Abba is rich, then how can we His children be poor? Christ was made poor on the cross so that we can inherit the blessings, which includes prosperity.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
sons of Ishmael and Esau
In the Straits Times today (23 July 2005), page S12, there are 2 interesting articles, titled "US Muslim scholar speaks out against scourge of terror" and "A good Muslim doesn't try to play God"
It's difficult to understand religion, to study and dissect dispassionately, unless one is involved. As such, these articles were an interesting read to me because it presented an alternative view by someone who terms himself an Muslim jurist.
As I sat before the computer, I saw the statement of the 'Declaration on Religious Harmony.' In these times, where circumstances seem bleak with the threat of terrorism, let us remind ourselves not to judge; that we can remain in peace because we are in the world but not of the world.
On another interesting note, Ishmael was also circumcised. And I believe that Abraham loved Ishmael very much too. Indeed, God answered his prayer by blessing Ishmael exceedingly and that he would beget 12 princes. Later on, Esau became Ishmael's son in law. Also, that Jacob and Esau were reconciled to one another in the end.
It's difficult to understand religion, to study and dissect dispassionately, unless one is involved. As such, these articles were an interesting read to me because it presented an alternative view by someone who terms himself an Muslim jurist.
As I sat before the computer, I saw the statement of the 'Declaration on Religious Harmony.' In these times, where circumstances seem bleak with the threat of terrorism, let us remind ourselves not to judge; that we can remain in peace because we are in the world but not of the world.
On another interesting note, Ishmael was also circumcised. And I believe that Abraham loved Ishmael very much too. Indeed, God answered his prayer by blessing Ishmael exceedingly and that he would beget 12 princes. Later on, Esau became Ishmael's son in law. Also, that Jacob and Esau were reconciled to one another in the end.
Friday, July 22, 2005
Fleeting thoughts
1. It's Him, not me
And Moses said to the children of Israel, "See, the LORD has called by name Bezalel the son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah; and He has filled him with the Spirit of God, in wisdom and understanding, in knowledge and all manner of workmanship, to design artistic works, to work in gold and silver and bronze, in cutting jewels for setting, in carving wood, and to work in all manner of artistic workmanship. (Exodus 35:30-33)
Believing that He has strategically placed me where I am, RIGHT NOW, and He has equipped me, filling me up with His spirit. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!
2. What's the point of getting married?
My answer is determinate on 3 recent memories:
(i) One sister mentioned this. "I cannot imagine being with someone or doing something that separates me from Him."
Jesus will never leave us nor forsake us. It is a scary thought that I may be so distracted that I leave HIM, forgetting about Him.. never, never.. But I have the assurance that it is He who guards my heart, and a restful confidence that He is more jealous of me, than I of Him!
(ii) One Pastor Christine Cane mentioned, "What's the point of getting married if it doesn't bring me closer to Jesus?"
If we're already in heaven, filled with joy, being His yakid, knowing intimately His love, being His bride, why should we settle for anything less?
(iii) One dear married sister related to me her experience.
We were talking about the song which goes, "Behold You have come, over the hills, upon the mountains... To me, You have run, my Beloved, You've captured my heart."
Upon reaching home after mid-week service and before bed, her hubby took the guitar and started trying out the chords for this song and before long both of them were in worship.
It's the little intimate incidents like that that touches me. How wonderful it is to be able to praise the Lord as a couple. :)
Which brings me to my next thought:-
3. Keeping my options open? I think not..
I was sharing with 2 sisters that I'll like my life partner to be from the church (NCC)
So I guess if someone outside the church is interested in me, I'll start dating AFTER he comes to church.. not gonna 'persuade' him to come.. not interested in someone who's not interested in knowing Jesus more intimately.
Well, I think I shall set this little 'rule' for myself. Hmm.. I think it's good to set such rules especially where relationships and emotions are concerned. Or else, in the midst of all those nice warm fuzzy feelings, one is not likely to think straight.
Sisters said to keep options open.. :D It's fine as long as in the same family.
No lah, logistically quite difficult, since majority of my time is spent in church - and that's the way I want it to be. Don't want to take time away and date outside. More convenient to date within.
And why not? I have abundant favour from on High. Praise God! Life is so enjoyable when His favour surrounds us as a shield. It's great to be liked! He was despised and put to shame so that we would be accepted in Him. And His wisdom and His peace indwells us, guiding us in the way we should go.
4. God and men
I used to feel quite sorry for the brothers.
We, daughters, are made to experience romance and love. Very much like a bride and Jesus, our Lover.
I can't imagine brothers feeling the same way, so how do they experience the love of Christ? (other than as the intimate Father?)
I didn't understand when Pastor said that being male is great - can be both bride and bridegroom. Still don't.
But Pastor made this other interesting observation.
He said that God made women for men to love. And hence, they would know how Christ loved the church.
That's an amazing statement!
It means that women are made to receive love and respond to love (just as the church.. we love because He first loved us) Pastor Mark made this lovely observation. When a man loves a woman, she just blossoms! And he should know, he's speaking from personal experience! Haha :D
But wow, men on the other hand, are made to love. They are in that position when they would know HOW MUCH Jesus loved us by loving their woman.
It's different perspectives. :)
5. Studying
I ought to be studying now.
6. All that jazz
Ooh.. I just love the sexy, relaxing, sound of jazz.. the swingin' beat of latin and the slow slide of country love ballades.
And Moses said to the children of Israel, "See, the LORD has called by name Bezalel the son of Uri, the son of Hur, of the tribe of Judah; and He has filled him with the Spirit of God, in wisdom and understanding, in knowledge and all manner of workmanship, to design artistic works, to work in gold and silver and bronze, in cutting jewels for setting, in carving wood, and to work in all manner of artistic workmanship. (Exodus 35:30-33)
Believing that He has strategically placed me where I am, RIGHT NOW, and He has equipped me, filling me up with His spirit. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!
2. What's the point of getting married?
My answer is determinate on 3 recent memories:
(i) One sister mentioned this. "I cannot imagine being with someone or doing something that separates me from Him."
Jesus will never leave us nor forsake us. It is a scary thought that I may be so distracted that I leave HIM, forgetting about Him.. never, never.. But I have the assurance that it is He who guards my heart, and a restful confidence that He is more jealous of me, than I of Him!
(ii) One Pastor Christine Cane mentioned, "What's the point of getting married if it doesn't bring me closer to Jesus?"
If we're already in heaven, filled with joy, being His yakid, knowing intimately His love, being His bride, why should we settle for anything less?
(iii) One dear married sister related to me her experience.
We were talking about the song which goes, "Behold You have come, over the hills, upon the mountains... To me, You have run, my Beloved, You've captured my heart."
Upon reaching home after mid-week service and before bed, her hubby took the guitar and started trying out the chords for this song and before long both of them were in worship.
It's the little intimate incidents like that that touches me. How wonderful it is to be able to praise the Lord as a couple. :)
Which brings me to my next thought:-
3. Keeping my options open? I think not..
I was sharing with 2 sisters that I'll like my life partner to be from the church (NCC)
So I guess if someone outside the church is interested in me, I'll start dating AFTER he comes to church.. not gonna 'persuade' him to come.. not interested in someone who's not interested in knowing Jesus more intimately.
Well, I think I shall set this little 'rule' for myself. Hmm.. I think it's good to set such rules especially where relationships and emotions are concerned. Or else, in the midst of all those nice warm fuzzy feelings, one is not likely to think straight.
Sisters said to keep options open.. :D It's fine as long as in the same family.
No lah, logistically quite difficult, since majority of my time is spent in church - and that's the way I want it to be. Don't want to take time away and date outside. More convenient to date within.
And why not? I have abundant favour from on High. Praise God! Life is so enjoyable when His favour surrounds us as a shield. It's great to be liked! He was despised and put to shame so that we would be accepted in Him. And His wisdom and His peace indwells us, guiding us in the way we should go.
4. God and men
I used to feel quite sorry for the brothers.
We, daughters, are made to experience romance and love. Very much like a bride and Jesus, our Lover.
I can't imagine brothers feeling the same way, so how do they experience the love of Christ? (other than as the intimate Father?)
I didn't understand when Pastor said that being male is great - can be both bride and bridegroom. Still don't.
But Pastor made this other interesting observation.
He said that God made women for men to love. And hence, they would know how Christ loved the church.
That's an amazing statement!
It means that women are made to receive love and respond to love (just as the church.. we love because He first loved us) Pastor Mark made this lovely observation. When a man loves a woman, she just blossoms! And he should know, he's speaking from personal experience! Haha :D
But wow, men on the other hand, are made to love. They are in that position when they would know HOW MUCH Jesus loved us by loving their woman.
It's different perspectives. :)
5. Studying
I ought to be studying now.
6. All that jazz
Ooh.. I just love the sexy, relaxing, sound of jazz.. the swingin' beat of latin and the slow slide of country love ballades.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Speak it out loud!
I was surfing the web and came across this wonderful blog. Added it in my links. It's "Blessed child of the Almighty" :D Excellent! Love the spirit!
Extracted this. Gonna print it out and paste it over my mirror.
(You'll realise that the 'i' in this prose is in small letters? Beautiful!)
Speak it out loud! Your words have power!
i am not subjected to the world's standard's,not even it's highest
my DaddyGod has risen up a standard.
He is Jesus!
the measure of my worthiness,
my holiness,
my Righteousness,
im called to be set apart from the world.
although im in the world but not of it!
my citizenship is of Heaven
my lineage is only of the Creator of all things good
i am called according to His purpose
HE has a plan for me,of a future and of Hope
Hope that never disappoints
the Christ in me,the Hope of Glory.
so in whatever i do,Jesus is my overseer.
He gives me a future as bright as His promises
so whatever im doin is not coincidental,
certainly,not a waste of time.
for everything will work out good for
His beloved,even the bad.
He is the God of turnaround!
Since He has begun a work in me,He busies with my every step
to perfect His work within me
His strength is made made perfect in my weaknesses
As i rest between His shoulders
baskin in His Love for me
Thank You my Lord n Saviour
my beautiful King.
Hallelujah!
n forever i will praise You
for everything You are
Loved by the Almighty,[your name]
Let it be said of me,that my source of strength and my source of Hope is Christ alone :)
so be it.
Extracted this. Gonna print it out and paste it over my mirror.
(You'll realise that the 'i' in this prose is in small letters? Beautiful!)
Speak it out loud! Your words have power!
i am not subjected to the world's standard's,not even it's highest
my DaddyGod has risen up a standard.
He is Jesus!
the measure of my worthiness,
my holiness,
my Righteousness,
im called to be set apart from the world.
although im in the world but not of it!
my citizenship is of Heaven
my lineage is only of the Creator of all things good
i am called according to His purpose
HE has a plan for me,of a future and of Hope
Hope that never disappoints
the Christ in me,the Hope of Glory.
so in whatever i do,Jesus is my overseer.
He gives me a future as bright as His promises
so whatever im doin is not coincidental,
certainly,not a waste of time.
for everything will work out good for
His beloved,even the bad.
He is the God of turnaround!
Since He has begun a work in me,He busies with my every step
to perfect His work within me
His strength is made made perfect in my weaknesses
As i rest between His shoulders
baskin in His Love for me
Thank You my Lord n Saviour
my beautiful King.
Hallelujah!
n forever i will praise You
for everything You are
Loved by the Almighty,[your name]
Let it be said of me,that my source of strength and my source of Hope is Christ alone :)
so be it.
Crucifixion
When we read these verses, we rejoice!
He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? (Romans 8:32)
Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might know the things that have been freely given to us by God. (1 Corinthians 2:12)
We think understand that yes, He died for us; yes, it's through the finished work on the cross.
But do we really understood the price? I think no one can really appreciate the sacrifice of Jesus as much as God.
Perhaps, this will article will give you an idea.
http://1stholistic.com/Prayer/A2004/hol_passion-medical.htm
The Medical view of His suffering
by Gerald H. Bradley M. D.
Condition of Jesus
During the 12 hours between 9 PM Thursday and 9 AM Friday, he had suffered great emotional distress (as evidenced by hematidrosis), abandonment by his closest friends (the disciples), and a physical beating (after the first Jewish trial). Also, in the setting of a traumatic and sleepless night, he had been forced to walk more than 4km to and from the sites of the various trials. These physical and emotional factors may have rendered Jesus particularly vulnerable to the adverse hemodynamic effects of the scourging.
Jesus took his disciples to the garden of Gethsemane to pray… They all fall asleep. He was alone. He knew what we must pass through.
"And being in agony he prayed until his sweat became as great drops of blood falling to the ground." Luke 22:44
This is known in medical terms as "Hematidrosis" (Bleeding Sweat). This strange effect sometimes happens when emotional pressures are so great that tiny blood vessels burst in the sweat glands and mix the blood with the sweat causing great weakness
Scourging
The leather whip usually had pieces of steel, balls of lead and sharp bones attached.
At the Praetorium, Jesus was severely whipped. It is not known whether the number of lashes was limited to 39, in accordance with Jewish law. The severe scourging, with its intense pain and appreciable blood loss, most probably left Jesus in a preshock state. Moreover, hematidrosis had rendered his skin particularly tender. The physical and mental abuse meted out by the Jews and the Romans, as well as the lack of food, water, and sleep, also contributed to his generally weakened state. Moreover he was mocked, beaten and made fun by soldiers. Therefore, even before the actual crucifixion, Jesus' physical condition was at least serious and possibly critical.
As the Roman soldiers repeatedly struck the victim's back with full force, the iron balls would cause deep contusions, and the leather thongs and sheep bones would cut into the skin and subcutaneous tissues. Then, as the flogging continued, the lacerations would tear into the underlying skeletal muscles and produce quivering ribbons of bleeding flesh. Pain and blood loss generally set the stage for circulatory shock. The extent of blood loss may well have determined how long the victim would survive on the cross.
After all the cruel scourging, His flesh is hanging in ribbons. While he suffered, he was ordered to carry a cross weighing over 100 pounds, 650 yards to the place of execution (Golgotha). The rough wood gouged into His torn back. By now He was dehydrated. Only miracle was that he was living.
Rusty nails were driven on both his hands and his feet. It was driven amongst the carpal bones of the wrists instead of his palms. Because of the weight of his body would have ripped away the flesh between his fingers.
(In ROME, they considered the wrist to be part of the hand.)
The rusty, germ laden nails would caused gangrene and tetanus to victims.
On the cross, He had to support himself in order to breathe. The flaming pain caused by the spikes hitting the median nerve in the wrists explodes up his arms, into his brain and down his spine. The spike burning through the nerves between the metatarsal bones of the feet jerks his body erect, then the leg muscles convulse and drive his body downward…beating him against the cross.
Air is sucked in, but cannot be exhaled until the buildup of carbon dioxide in the lungs and blood stream stimulates breathing to relieve the cramps.
Exhaustion, shock, dehydration and paralysis destroy the victim. The heart is barely able to pump the thick blood as each of his billions of cells die one at a time.
This was the most agonizing death man could face.
Prior to his death in all his agony, Jesus is in full control of his mind, he asks "Father, forgive them for they know not what they are doing" (Luke 23:34).
Finally in death the blood coagulates and separates into serum and clotted blood cells. When "one of the soldiers pierced His side with a spear, and immediately blood and water came out." (John 19:34)
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
No, I'll never know how much it cost
For God (The Father) so loved the world (that's you and me), that He gave His one and only Son (Jesus) that whosoever believes in Him (trust), should not perish (in the lake fire), but have everlasting life (in Heaven) John 3:16
How awesome is Your love
You sacrificed Your son
Amazing love rained down on me
With joy to You I come
Jesus went through such agony, to reconcile us (that's you and me) into His family. To be sons and not slaves. God made a promise to the seed of Abraham. Whose seed is Jesus, the Christ - and I am found in Him. (Roman 4) The promises of God is only through the cross. There is nothing that I can add to it. Jesus did a finished and perfect work.
Why?
For me. Because He LOVES me. To establish the new covenant, for me; to be able to REVEAL Himself IN me; that I may declare, "I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus."
He suffered so much for us physically, how much more His spiritual suffering? And He went through such agonies to make it EASY for us to come to Him.
Oh, how terrible a thing it is when we should choose to render the cross of no effect to us, and hence the sufferings of Jesus in vain.
For the promise that he would be the heir of the world was not to Abraham or to his seed through the law, but through the righteousness of faith. For if those who are of the law are heirs, faith is made void and the promise made of no effect, because the law brings about wrath; for where there is no law there is no transgression. (Romans 4:13-15)
For Christ did not send me to baptize, but to preach the gospel, not with wisdom of words, lest the cross of Christ should be made of no effect. (1 Corinthians 1:17)
And this I say, that the law, which was four hundred and thirty years later, cannot annul the covenant that was confirmed before by God in Christ, that it should make the promise of no effect. (Galatians 3:17)
He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? (Romans 8:32)
Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might know the things that have been freely given to us by God. (1 Corinthians 2:12)
We think understand that yes, He died for us; yes, it's through the finished work on the cross.
But do we really understood the price? I think no one can really appreciate the sacrifice of Jesus as much as God.
Perhaps, this will article will give you an idea.
http://1stholistic.com/Prayer/A2004/hol_passion-medical.htm
The Medical view of His suffering
by Gerald H. Bradley M. D.
Condition of Jesus
During the 12 hours between 9 PM Thursday and 9 AM Friday, he had suffered great emotional distress (as evidenced by hematidrosis), abandonment by his closest friends (the disciples), and a physical beating (after the first Jewish trial). Also, in the setting of a traumatic and sleepless night, he had been forced to walk more than 4km to and from the sites of the various trials. These physical and emotional factors may have rendered Jesus particularly vulnerable to the adverse hemodynamic effects of the scourging.
Jesus took his disciples to the garden of Gethsemane to pray… They all fall asleep. He was alone. He knew what we must pass through.
"And being in agony he prayed until his sweat became as great drops of blood falling to the ground." Luke 22:44
This is known in medical terms as "Hematidrosis" (Bleeding Sweat). This strange effect sometimes happens when emotional pressures are so great that tiny blood vessels burst in the sweat glands and mix the blood with the sweat causing great weakness
Scourging
The leather whip usually had pieces of steel, balls of lead and sharp bones attached.
At the Praetorium, Jesus was severely whipped. It is not known whether the number of lashes was limited to 39, in accordance with Jewish law. The severe scourging, with its intense pain and appreciable blood loss, most probably left Jesus in a preshock state. Moreover, hematidrosis had rendered his skin particularly tender. The physical and mental abuse meted out by the Jews and the Romans, as well as the lack of food, water, and sleep, also contributed to his generally weakened state. Moreover he was mocked, beaten and made fun by soldiers. Therefore, even before the actual crucifixion, Jesus' physical condition was at least serious and possibly critical.
As the Roman soldiers repeatedly struck the victim's back with full force, the iron balls would cause deep contusions, and the leather thongs and sheep bones would cut into the skin and subcutaneous tissues. Then, as the flogging continued, the lacerations would tear into the underlying skeletal muscles and produce quivering ribbons of bleeding flesh. Pain and blood loss generally set the stage for circulatory shock. The extent of blood loss may well have determined how long the victim would survive on the cross.
After all the cruel scourging, His flesh is hanging in ribbons. While he suffered, he was ordered to carry a cross weighing over 100 pounds, 650 yards to the place of execution (Golgotha). The rough wood gouged into His torn back. By now He was dehydrated. Only miracle was that he was living.
Rusty nails were driven on both his hands and his feet. It was driven amongst the carpal bones of the wrists instead of his palms. Because of the weight of his body would have ripped away the flesh between his fingers.
(In ROME, they considered the wrist to be part of the hand.)
The rusty, germ laden nails would caused gangrene and tetanus to victims.
On the cross, He had to support himself in order to breathe. The flaming pain caused by the spikes hitting the median nerve in the wrists explodes up his arms, into his brain and down his spine. The spike burning through the nerves between the metatarsal bones of the feet jerks his body erect, then the leg muscles convulse and drive his body downward…beating him against the cross.
Air is sucked in, but cannot be exhaled until the buildup of carbon dioxide in the lungs and blood stream stimulates breathing to relieve the cramps.
Exhaustion, shock, dehydration and paralysis destroy the victim. The heart is barely able to pump the thick blood as each of his billions of cells die one at a time.
This was the most agonizing death man could face.
Prior to his death in all his agony, Jesus is in full control of his mind, he asks "Father, forgive them for they know not what they are doing" (Luke 23:34).
Finally in death the blood coagulates and separates into serum and clotted blood cells. When "one of the soldiers pierced His side with a spear, and immediately blood and water came out." (John 19:34)
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
No, I'll never know how much it cost
For God (The Father) so loved the world (that's you and me), that He gave His one and only Son (Jesus) that whosoever believes in Him (trust), should not perish (in the lake fire), but have everlasting life (in Heaven) John 3:16
How awesome is Your love
You sacrificed Your son
Amazing love rained down on me
With joy to You I come
Jesus went through such agony, to reconcile us (that's you and me) into His family. To be sons and not slaves. God made a promise to the seed of Abraham. Whose seed is Jesus, the Christ - and I am found in Him. (Roman 4) The promises of God is only through the cross. There is nothing that I can add to it. Jesus did a finished and perfect work.
Why?
For me. Because He LOVES me. To establish the new covenant, for me; to be able to REVEAL Himself IN me; that I may declare, "I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus."
He suffered so much for us physically, how much more His spiritual suffering? And He went through such agonies to make it EASY for us to come to Him.
Oh, how terrible a thing it is when we should choose to render the cross of no effect to us, and hence the sufferings of Jesus in vain.
For the promise that he would be the heir of the world was not to Abraham or to his seed through the law, but through the righteousness of faith. For if those who are of the law are heirs, faith is made void and the promise made of no effect, because the law brings about wrath; for where there is no law there is no transgression. (Romans 4:13-15)
For Christ did not send me to baptize, but to preach the gospel, not with wisdom of words, lest the cross of Christ should be made of no effect. (1 Corinthians 1:17)
And this I say, that the law, which was four hundred and thirty years later, cannot annul the covenant that was confirmed before by God in Christ, that it should make the promise of no effect. (Galatians 3:17)
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Legacy
Have you ever thought about leaving a legacy?
Or about people leaving a legacy?
A legacy may be be spiritual and tangible or material.
The Jews left a legacy. (BTW, hmm.. Jews - short form of 'jewels'. Like the precious gems on the high priest's breastplate.. but I digress)
Before, the patriach passed on, he would bequeth blessings to his sons. In fact, such blessings were very precious. Witness how Esau and Jacob became estranged after Jacob got Esau's birthright.
But more than that, I think a legacy should be family. Like teaching the child the precious truths of Abba Father, passing on values, discipline... how a child is raised would affect the next generation and the next. And it is contagious.
What do I mean?
Think about that term "cultural difference" - especially between East and West, how parents relate to their children.
So what can we do?
Ethical wills is one idea.
Amazon is a great place to surf for material to read. Personally, haven't read this book but if you were to search for "ethical wills".. it's a great concept!
Like one reader said "While most of us at some time in our lives have thought about the kind of legacy we would like to leave behind, few of us have actually written the words down. How do we want to be remembered? What messages do we want to leave for our families, and the significant people in our lives?"
Coincidentally, today we had a company meeting from 9 to 9 at Fort Canning called "The Legends"
(Hmm.. "legends" sounds a little like "legacy". Okay, it could be just alliteration.. oh well, when I am less sleepy, I should do a word study to see if they're related words..)
There's a buzz in my spirit two days ago. Just feel like something's gonna happen. I'm just starting to see my breakthrough in terms of my 'flow' in work.
But praise God! Although the meeting was supposed to be on a really boring topic, in the end, found out there were some major MAJOR positive changes.
Great, fantastic, exciting changes! I'm like wow, wow, WOW! I love it!
I don't know any other place where you go to a company meeting (there were about 140 of us) and get charged up by the company's vision and dynamism. It's like I can see the windows of heaven opening above me and I thank God that He put me in this place! Man, it's the start of great, exciting, thrilling developments! It's wonderful to be the movers in the industry! I look at my leaders and the management and I'm so grateful to them! And thankful to Abba for them!
And I just feel that, hey, this is a great platform to build a legacy. With this kind of love and support, foresight and Godly favour, it's not only a career that I can be building but a legacy!
It was just a thought that came to my mind. Wow, the potential. I'll have to wait on Him.
How to do build and leave a legacy in business? I don't know. He will tell me in His time. After all, He's the senior partner. :D
Or about people leaving a legacy?
A legacy may be be spiritual and tangible or material.
The Jews left a legacy. (BTW, hmm.. Jews - short form of 'jewels'. Like the precious gems on the high priest's breastplate.. but I digress)
Before, the patriach passed on, he would bequeth blessings to his sons. In fact, such blessings were very precious. Witness how Esau and Jacob became estranged after Jacob got Esau's birthright.
But more than that, I think a legacy should be family. Like teaching the child the precious truths of Abba Father, passing on values, discipline... how a child is raised would affect the next generation and the next. And it is contagious.
What do I mean?
Think about that term "cultural difference" - especially between East and West, how parents relate to their children.
So what can we do?
Ethical wills is one idea.
Amazon is a great place to surf for material to read. Personally, haven't read this book but if you were to search for "ethical wills".. it's a great concept!
Like one reader said "While most of us at some time in our lives have thought about the kind of legacy we would like to leave behind, few of us have actually written the words down. How do we want to be remembered? What messages do we want to leave for our families, and the significant people in our lives?"
Coincidentally, today we had a company meeting from 9 to 9 at Fort Canning called "The Legends"
(Hmm.. "legends" sounds a little like "legacy". Okay, it could be just alliteration.. oh well, when I am less sleepy, I should do a word study to see if they're related words..)
There's a buzz in my spirit two days ago. Just feel like something's gonna happen. I'm just starting to see my breakthrough in terms of my 'flow' in work.
But praise God! Although the meeting was supposed to be on a really boring topic, in the end, found out there were some major MAJOR positive changes.
Great, fantastic, exciting changes! I'm like wow, wow, WOW! I love it!
I don't know any other place where you go to a company meeting (there were about 140 of us) and get charged up by the company's vision and dynamism. It's like I can see the windows of heaven opening above me and I thank God that He put me in this place! Man, it's the start of great, exciting, thrilling developments! It's wonderful to be the movers in the industry! I look at my leaders and the management and I'm so grateful to them! And thankful to Abba for them!
And I just feel that, hey, this is a great platform to build a legacy. With this kind of love and support, foresight and Godly favour, it's not only a career that I can be building but a legacy!
It was just a thought that came to my mind. Wow, the potential. I'll have to wait on Him.
How to do build and leave a legacy in business? I don't know. He will tell me in His time. After all, He's the senior partner. :D
Love, me
During a break in our company meeting today, some 'filler' songs were played. And this was one of them.
Sigh.. I just love romantic songs.. especially one that speaks of a love that stood the test of time and beyond.
Love, Me
(Skip Ewing/Max T. Barnes)
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Check out the song here:
http://www.collinraye.com/music/discography/love-songs.htm
Sigh.. I just love romantic songs.. especially one that speaks of a love that stood the test of time and beyond.
Love, Me
(Skip Ewing/Max T. Barnes)
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Check out the song here:
http://www.collinraye.com/music/discography/love-songs.htm
Monday, July 18, 2005
Christ in you
Awesome time yesterday! It was a banquet with great food!
Christ in you, the hope of glory!
the mystery which has been hidden from ages and from generations, but now has been revealed to His saints. To them God willed to make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles: which is Christ in you, the hope of glory. Him we preach, warning every man and teaching every man in all wisdom, that we may present every man perfect in Christ Jesus. To this end I also labor, striving according to His working which works in me mightily (Colossians 1:26-29)
God had a huge huge SECRET. And He's telling ONLY us, His saints.
This, He WILLED, that is plan to make known. It's no accident (see Gal 1:15 below)
The mystery = Christ in you, the hope of glory (refer below 2 Corin 3:18)
The hope of glory - how? How can Christ in us be the hope of glory?
Preach HIM. The washing of the Word. Of who He is and the finished work of redemption.
So is it all spiritual? What does it mean in our everyday lives?
It translates to labour for Paul laboured. (according to His calling - i.e. to preach to the gentiles)
But how do we labour? Like how Paul laboured.
Watch what Jesus does - "according to His working" and when we behold, "His working works in me mightily"
Knew and called of God, long long ago
But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother's womb and called me through His grace, to reveal His Son in me, that I might preach Him among the Gentiles, I did not immediately confer with flesh and blood, (Galatians 1:15-16)
Separated = sanctified.
He chose us from the beginning of time. You and I mattered to Him. He knew us even before we were born.
Called.
What does it mean to be called by Almighty God?
It means He has a destiny for me.
And it's through His grace. Undeserved, unmerited.
Think about it! I am called, I have a destiny. But there's nothing I can do. It's only through His grace that I can fulfil my destiny.
How?
Through His grace in revealing His Son, NOT to me, but IN me.
It's like a culmination of a beautiful story began long long ago. Before anything was ever created, He saw You and His desire was to reveal Himself in You.
It is not enough that He is in us. All Christians have Christ in them. No, it is only by His grace, that He REVEALS Himself IN us.
Not only in terms of us knowing that He is in us, and having the right idea and estimation of Jesus in us, but also, when He reveals Himself, there is power as well.
That is, transformation.
Glory to glory
But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. (2 Corinthians 4:7)
We are the earthen vessels. The treasure is Jesus Christ in us.
He is the power that worketh in us mightily. It is Christ in us who works.
This power if of God and NOT of us. In ourselves, we can do nothing. Even Jesus said, "Most assuredly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He sees the Father do; for whatever He does, the Son also does in like manner" (John 5:19)
Pastor referred to 2 Corinthians 3:14-18. But I'm gonna focus on v 18 only 'cos that impacted me most. :)
But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord. (2 Corinthians 3:18)
The bible is so rich and there can be many multi-layered interpretation that is accurate and not contradictory. At the end of the day, the holy spirit inside me witnesses only to the truth. Always test an interpretation. If it's the truth, it'll liberate. (2 Corin 3:17; John 8:32) If it's a lie, it'll condemn.
I used to read this verse by referring to the mirror as the "Word". And this is right in the context. It talks about the veil being the law of Moses (v14-15). So when we read the Word with unveiled face, in light of the finished work on the cross and the new covenant, we are transformed from glory to glory.
In fact, the amplified version says it this way:
And all of us, as with unveiled face, [because we] continued to behold [in the Word of God] as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are constantly being transfigured into His very own image in ever increasing splendor and from one degree of glory to another; [for this comes] from the Lord [Who is] the Spirit.
But yesterday for the first time, we read the verse this way.. follow my thoughts now.
When you look (behold) into the mirror, who do you see?
Me.
But in v 18, when we behold into the mirror, who do we see?
The glory of the Lord.
What does that mean?
I am the glory of the Lord.
But is that true? How can I be the glory of the Lord with all my flaws?
That's 'cos you are still beholding you. If you want to behold yourself as the glory of the Lord, unveil your face.
Unveil your heart (v15) How? By turning to the Lord (v16) How? Knowing that He is in you! (Gal 1:16)
Do not put your faith in your trust in Jesus. Trust Jesus.
Do not put your faith in the knowledge of Jesus. Know Jesus.
Do not put your faith in your love for Jesus. Love Jesus.
It is NOT when I remove the veil, that I become the glory of the Lord. I am ALREADY the GLORY of the Lord. It is only when I remove the veil, that I am able to see the truth. (Truth is in spite of sense knowledge. It is eternal. Facts are temporal.)
See that you are the glory of the Lord!
Pray about it. Have a REVELATION of who Christ is, and He's in you! (He's still revealing Himself to me!)
When I remove the veil and realise the truth (that is already there!) then the facts line up to confirm the truth. That's when transformation takes place from glory to glory. When the Spirit of Christ on the inside transforms you. The glory on the inside will shine forth to the outside and to your circumstances!
Christ in you, the hope of glory!
the mystery which has been hidden from ages and from generations, but now has been revealed to His saints. To them God willed to make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles: which is Christ in you, the hope of glory. Him we preach, warning every man and teaching every man in all wisdom, that we may present every man perfect in Christ Jesus. To this end I also labor, striving according to His working which works in me mightily (Colossians 1:26-29)
God had a huge huge SECRET. And He's telling ONLY us, His saints.
This, He WILLED, that is plan to make known. It's no accident (see Gal 1:15 below)
The mystery = Christ in you, the hope of glory (refer below 2 Corin 3:18)
The hope of glory - how? How can Christ in us be the hope of glory?
Preach HIM. The washing of the Word. Of who He is and the finished work of redemption.
So is it all spiritual? What does it mean in our everyday lives?
It translates to labour for Paul laboured. (according to His calling - i.e. to preach to the gentiles)
But how do we labour? Like how Paul laboured.
Watch what Jesus does - "according to His working" and when we behold, "His working works in me mightily"
Knew and called of God, long long ago
But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother's womb and called me through His grace, to reveal His Son in me, that I might preach Him among the Gentiles, I did not immediately confer with flesh and blood, (Galatians 1:15-16)
Separated = sanctified.
He chose us from the beginning of time. You and I mattered to Him. He knew us even before we were born.
Called.
What does it mean to be called by Almighty God?
It means He has a destiny for me.
And it's through His grace. Undeserved, unmerited.
Think about it! I am called, I have a destiny. But there's nothing I can do. It's only through His grace that I can fulfil my destiny.
How?
Through His grace in revealing His Son, NOT to me, but IN me.
It's like a culmination of a beautiful story began long long ago. Before anything was ever created, He saw You and His desire was to reveal Himself in You.
It is not enough that He is in us. All Christians have Christ in them. No, it is only by His grace, that He REVEALS Himself IN us.
Not only in terms of us knowing that He is in us, and having the right idea and estimation of Jesus in us, but also, when He reveals Himself, there is power as well.
That is, transformation.
Glory to glory
But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. (2 Corinthians 4:7)
We are the earthen vessels. The treasure is Jesus Christ in us.
He is the power that worketh in us mightily. It is Christ in us who works.
This power if of God and NOT of us. In ourselves, we can do nothing. Even Jesus said, "Most assuredly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, but what He sees the Father do; for whatever He does, the Son also does in like manner" (John 5:19)
Pastor referred to 2 Corinthians 3:14-18. But I'm gonna focus on v 18 only 'cos that impacted me most. :)
But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord. (2 Corinthians 3:18)
The bible is so rich and there can be many multi-layered interpretation that is accurate and not contradictory. At the end of the day, the holy spirit inside me witnesses only to the truth. Always test an interpretation. If it's the truth, it'll liberate. (2 Corin 3:17; John 8:32) If it's a lie, it'll condemn.
I used to read this verse by referring to the mirror as the "Word". And this is right in the context. It talks about the veil being the law of Moses (v14-15). So when we read the Word with unveiled face, in light of the finished work on the cross and the new covenant, we are transformed from glory to glory.
In fact, the amplified version says it this way:
And all of us, as with unveiled face, [because we] continued to behold [in the Word of God] as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are constantly being transfigured into His very own image in ever increasing splendor and from one degree of glory to another; [for this comes] from the Lord [Who is] the Spirit.
But yesterday for the first time, we read the verse this way.. follow my thoughts now.
When you look (behold) into the mirror, who do you see?
Me.
But in v 18, when we behold into the mirror, who do we see?
The glory of the Lord.
What does that mean?
I am the glory of the Lord.
But is that true? How can I be the glory of the Lord with all my flaws?
That's 'cos you are still beholding you. If you want to behold yourself as the glory of the Lord, unveil your face.
Unveil your heart (v15) How? By turning to the Lord (v16) How? Knowing that He is in you! (Gal 1:16)
Do not put your faith in your trust in Jesus. Trust Jesus.
Do not put your faith in the knowledge of Jesus. Know Jesus.
Do not put your faith in your love for Jesus. Love Jesus.
It is NOT when I remove the veil, that I become the glory of the Lord. I am ALREADY the GLORY of the Lord. It is only when I remove the veil, that I am able to see the truth. (Truth is in spite of sense knowledge. It is eternal. Facts are temporal.)
See that you are the glory of the Lord!
Pray about it. Have a REVELATION of who Christ is, and He's in you! (He's still revealing Himself to me!)
When I remove the veil and realise the truth (that is already there!) then the facts line up to confirm the truth. That's when transformation takes place from glory to glory. When the Spirit of Christ on the inside transforms you. The glory on the inside will shine forth to the outside and to your circumstances!
Zing
Hmm... feel that I am living in exciting times!
Have you ever FELT pursued?.. well, in a nice, thrilling way of course!
I know that God pursues me.. but it's still settling in my heart how MUCH He pursues me.
The unveiling of this revelation is still new and fresh for me. :)
How does Jesus speak to you?
It's in the details. I love it! Sometimes, in tantalizing tidbits. :)
Okay, yesterday, I went into The Rock bookstore and saw this title, "Courtship after marriage" by Zig Ziglar (his mum had a sense of humour..)
I didn't even take down the book to browse and didn't think much of it. But the title kept playing in my mind.
I thought about it...
I'm already married to Jesus. The bride of Christ is without spot of wrinkle, washed in His blood. Okay, I admit, it was head knowledge. I know that He is my Lover, but husband sounds so STAID and boring... hahaha :D I guess that's why in the hebrew that is no word for husband or wife - it's still man or woman.
So, I've thought of Jesus as my man, that.. hmm.. lover of my soul. It gives me quite a kick. :D I believe God revealed this role to me this year to guard my heart. When it's romantic love I yearn for, I turn to Him instead of daydreams. So yes, I do know that He pursues me.
But to be reminded that I'm already married to Him and STILL He pursues me. Wow. It's like "I'm already Yours what", and still He bothers to takes such care and tenderness to bring me deeper into Him.
I don't know, it was real exciting for me when this thought dropped into my heart!
I guess, it's 'cos it's becoming something tangible. Tangible, not in the sense of physically seeing it - but KNOWING, really knowing it's given.
Well.. I think I'm starting to love people more, especially the brothers! hahaha :D
Okay, I loved you guys too last time as well, but feel so much comfortable with you now.. In the past, I thought of them as brothers in Christ, like there must be some kind of 'qualification'. Now, it's more like xiong1 di4.
And what's so great is, I'm starting to find it easier to see Christ in them. Last time, I had to remind myself to do the Christian thing and see, and love. But later, when I 'bo chap' and told Him that I can't but NOT like the fellow; that was when Abba could start doing a good work in my heart.
Now, because I'm able to perceive the glory in them or His working in them, that I've become more accepting and love them and am comfortable with them. Not there yet, getting there, through His grace!
It's like I feel like I'm taken to another level on the 'romantic' side of things.
You know, when He is the one who guards your heart, you can be attracted to someone and yet not. (Gotta change your mindset about what is love though. I think I wrote something about it in one of other blog entries..)
What do I mean?
Hmm... I don't quite know how to explain, but just that I feel there's something sizzling exciting, crackling like static electricity up in the air around me. Is something gonna happen? I really don't know, and I don't quite care.. that much. :D
Of course, in my line of work I meet so many people. And hmm.. naturally eligible guys. Good looking, stable, financial mature, responsible, good prospects - all the natural stuff :D No lah, nothing happened. (Before anything happened, they have to be attending church first)
I get along very very well with all my prospects or clients. Sometimes have to draw the line; sometimes, tempted NOT to draw the line, but still draw the line. haha :)
You see, that's the favour of God in our lives. Not just any ordinary favour but His favour. And praise Jesus, He's also jealous of moi, so He guards my heart too. So that's how you can be attracted and yet not. Like what Pastor shared yesterday, the flesh may be stirred but not as before.
In fact, just abide in His love and observe. Watch what Jesus does.
It's a wonderful discovery! To me at least, to look at a few brothers I'm attracted to and yet He is able to beautifully preserve them in my affections as brothers still and not 'mates'.
I know that what I'm attracted to is not only them physically, but His glory in them as well. So being still able to see them as brothers, there's really no stress. It becomes quite fun. And to be able to rejoice if they get attached to someone else - that's supernatural. What's great to me is that I really feel that I've come to that stage. I have (drum roll...) uh hum.. matured. :D
Feel I need to put a disclaimer here. :) It's no one from the caregroup.
I'm finally starting to understand when He told me months ago that courtship is fun! No ifs and buts. 'If he'll only call.. but does he like me?..' round and round it went.
It's quite liberating to look at someone and be attracted and yet not get into flesh at all... there's a glory in that that I know it must be Jesus! And it's Him that's allowing me to feel, yet have the peace to feel this way.
And even the type or mode of 'attraction' is not in terms of how I used to be attracted in the past.
Ahh.. how to explain?
Just that at the end of the day, the thrill of the chase, is not from human beings. But it's from Him. And when I realised this in my heart, I am able to enjoy the thrill from elsewhere, the romantic feelings from elsewhere. It's being so secure in Him, that hey, my natural feelings don't control me anymore. That doesn't mean that I don't feel. But when all I am, all my feelings are spent up in Him, He is then able to be the one who supplies me that supernatural feelings for others.
That's how you can be attracted to someone(s) and yet NOT be attracted.
Supernaturally amazing huh? :D
Have you ever FELT pursued?.. well, in a nice, thrilling way of course!
I know that God pursues me.. but it's still settling in my heart how MUCH He pursues me.
The unveiling of this revelation is still new and fresh for me. :)
How does Jesus speak to you?
It's in the details. I love it! Sometimes, in tantalizing tidbits. :)
Okay, yesterday, I went into The Rock bookstore and saw this title, "Courtship after marriage" by Zig Ziglar (his mum had a sense of humour..)
I didn't even take down the book to browse and didn't think much of it. But the title kept playing in my mind.
I thought about it...
I'm already married to Jesus. The bride of Christ is without spot of wrinkle, washed in His blood. Okay, I admit, it was head knowledge. I know that He is my Lover, but husband sounds so STAID and boring... hahaha :D I guess that's why in the hebrew that is no word for husband or wife - it's still man or woman.
So, I've thought of Jesus as my man, that.. hmm.. lover of my soul. It gives me quite a kick. :D I believe God revealed this role to me this year to guard my heart. When it's romantic love I yearn for, I turn to Him instead of daydreams. So yes, I do know that He pursues me.
But to be reminded that I'm already married to Him and STILL He pursues me. Wow. It's like "I'm already Yours what", and still He bothers to takes such care and tenderness to bring me deeper into Him.
I don't know, it was real exciting for me when this thought dropped into my heart!
I guess, it's 'cos it's becoming something tangible. Tangible, not in the sense of physically seeing it - but KNOWING, really knowing it's given.
Well.. I think I'm starting to love people more, especially the brothers! hahaha :D
Okay, I loved you guys too last time as well, but feel so much comfortable with you now.. In the past, I thought of them as brothers in Christ, like there must be some kind of 'qualification'. Now, it's more like xiong1 di4.
And what's so great is, I'm starting to find it easier to see Christ in them. Last time, I had to remind myself to do the Christian thing and see, and love. But later, when I 'bo chap' and told Him that I can't but NOT like the fellow; that was when Abba could start doing a good work in my heart.
Now, because I'm able to perceive the glory in them or His working in them, that I've become more accepting and love them and am comfortable with them. Not there yet, getting there, through His grace!
It's like I feel like I'm taken to another level on the 'romantic' side of things.
You know, when He is the one who guards your heart, you can be attracted to someone and yet not. (Gotta change your mindset about what is love though. I think I wrote something about it in one of other blog entries..)
What do I mean?
Hmm... I don't quite know how to explain, but just that I feel there's something sizzling exciting, crackling like static electricity up in the air around me. Is something gonna happen? I really don't know, and I don't quite care.. that much. :D
Of course, in my line of work I meet so many people. And hmm.. naturally eligible guys. Good looking, stable, financial mature, responsible, good prospects - all the natural stuff :D No lah, nothing happened. (Before anything happened, they have to be attending church first)
I get along very very well with all my prospects or clients. Sometimes have to draw the line; sometimes, tempted NOT to draw the line, but still draw the line. haha :)
You see, that's the favour of God in our lives. Not just any ordinary favour but His favour. And praise Jesus, He's also jealous of moi, so He guards my heart too. So that's how you can be attracted and yet not. Like what Pastor shared yesterday, the flesh may be stirred but not as before.
In fact, just abide in His love and observe. Watch what Jesus does.
It's a wonderful discovery! To me at least, to look at a few brothers I'm attracted to and yet He is able to beautifully preserve them in my affections as brothers still and not 'mates'.
I know that what I'm attracted to is not only them physically, but His glory in them as well. So being still able to see them as brothers, there's really no stress. It becomes quite fun. And to be able to rejoice if they get attached to someone else - that's supernatural. What's great to me is that I really feel that I've come to that stage. I have (drum roll...) uh hum.. matured. :D
Feel I need to put a disclaimer here. :) It's no one from the caregroup.
I'm finally starting to understand when He told me months ago that courtship is fun! No ifs and buts. 'If he'll only call.. but does he like me?..' round and round it went.
It's quite liberating to look at someone and be attracted and yet not get into flesh at all... there's a glory in that that I know it must be Jesus! And it's Him that's allowing me to feel, yet have the peace to feel this way.
And even the type or mode of 'attraction' is not in terms of how I used to be attracted in the past.
Ahh.. how to explain?
Just that at the end of the day, the thrill of the chase, is not from human beings. But it's from Him. And when I realised this in my heart, I am able to enjoy the thrill from elsewhere, the romantic feelings from elsewhere. It's being so secure in Him, that hey, my natural feelings don't control me anymore. That doesn't mean that I don't feel. But when all I am, all my feelings are spent up in Him, He is then able to be the one who supplies me that supernatural feelings for others.
That's how you can be attracted to someone(s) and yet NOT be attracted.
Supernaturally amazing huh? :D
Morning Song
Monday blues?
Got out of bed today and prayed.. it's Monday Abba, and I need Your help and grace!
Remember what was shared in CG? As often as you can, do those things that remind You of His love for You.
Slipped this Hillsong disc... Wow, refreshing! Find a quiet corner. If you're in the office, find.. um.. a restful place, close your eyes and meditate on these words.. a few times.
Every new day Your glory unfolds
Filling my eyes with Your treasures untold
The beauty of holiness brings worship anew
My greatest love is You
Call me deeper into Your grace
The river that flows from the holy place
Wash over me, cleansing me through
My greatest love is You
Shalom!
Got out of bed today and prayed.. it's Monday Abba, and I need Your help and grace!
Remember what was shared in CG? As often as you can, do those things that remind You of His love for You.
Slipped this Hillsong disc... Wow, refreshing! Find a quiet corner. If you're in the office, find.. um.. a restful place, close your eyes and meditate on these words.. a few times.
Every new day Your glory unfolds
Filling my eyes with Your treasures untold
The beauty of holiness brings worship anew
My greatest love is You
Call me deeper into Your grace
The river that flows from the holy place
Wash over me, cleansing me through
My greatest love is You
Shalom!
Sunday, July 17, 2005
It's Greek to me!
Shalom!
A little something for all interested in biblical history and language. :)
Extracted from "Greek for the rest of us", Chapter 1, William D. Mounce
The Greek Language
"The Greek language has a long and rich history stretching all the wayfrom the thirteenth century B.C. to the present. The earliest form of the language is called "Linear B" (13th century B.C.).
The form of Greek used by writers from Homer (8th century B.C.) through Plato (4th century B.C.) is called "Classical Greek." It was a marvelous form of the language, capable of exact epression and subtle nuances. Its alphabet was derived from the Phoenicians. Classical Greek existed in many dialects of which three were primary: Doric, Aeolic, and Ionic (of which Attic was a branch).
Athens was conquered in the fourth century B.C. by King Philip of Macedonia. Alexander the Great was Philip's son and was tutored by the Greek philosopher Aristotle. He set out to conquer the world and spread Greek culture and language. Because Alexander spoke Attic Greek, it was this dialect that was spread. It was also the dialect spoken by the famous Athenian writers. This was the beginning of the Hellenistic Age.
As the Greek language spread across the world and met other languages, it was altered (which would happen to any language). The dialects also interacted with each other. Eventually this adaptation resulted in what we call Koine Greek. "Koine" means "common" and was the common, everyday form of the language, used by everyday people. It was not considered a polished literary form of the language, andin fact some writers of this era purposefully imitated the older style of Greek (which is like someone today writing in King James English). It is this common, Koine Greek that is used in the Septuagint (the Greek translation of the Old Testament), the New Testament, and the writings of the Apostolic Fathers.
For a long time Koine Greek confused many scholars because it was significantly different from Classical Greek. Some hypothesized that it was a combination of Greek, Hebrew, and Aramaic. Others attempted to explain it as a "Holy Ghost language," meaning that God created a special language just for the Bible. But studies of Greek papyri found in Egypt over the last one hundred years have shown that Koine Greek was the language of the everydaypeople used int eh writings ofwills, letters, receipts, shopping lists, etc.
There are two lessons we can learn from this. As Paul says, "In the fullness of time God sent His Son" (Gal 4:4) and part of that fullness was a universal language. No matter where Paul traveled he could be understood.
But there is another lesson here that is perhaps a little closer to the pastor's heart. God used the common language to communicate the Gospel. The Gospel does not belong to the erudite alone; it belongs to all people. It now becomes our task to learn parts of this marvelous language to help us make the grace of God known to all people."
A little something for all interested in biblical history and language. :)
Extracted from "Greek for the rest of us", Chapter 1, William D. Mounce
The Greek Language
"The Greek language has a long and rich history stretching all the wayfrom the thirteenth century B.C. to the present. The earliest form of the language is called "Linear B" (13th century B.C.).
The form of Greek used by writers from Homer (8th century B.C.) through Plato (4th century B.C.) is called "Classical Greek." It was a marvelous form of the language, capable of exact epression and subtle nuances. Its alphabet was derived from the Phoenicians. Classical Greek existed in many dialects of which three were primary: Doric, Aeolic, and Ionic (of which Attic was a branch).
Athens was conquered in the fourth century B.C. by King Philip of Macedonia. Alexander the Great was Philip's son and was tutored by the Greek philosopher Aristotle. He set out to conquer the world and spread Greek culture and language. Because Alexander spoke Attic Greek, it was this dialect that was spread. It was also the dialect spoken by the famous Athenian writers. This was the beginning of the Hellenistic Age.
As the Greek language spread across the world and met other languages, it was altered (which would happen to any language). The dialects also interacted with each other. Eventually this adaptation resulted in what we call Koine Greek. "Koine" means "common" and was the common, everyday form of the language, used by everyday people. It was not considered a polished literary form of the language, andin fact some writers of this era purposefully imitated the older style of Greek (which is like someone today writing in King James English). It is this common, Koine Greek that is used in the Septuagint (the Greek translation of the Old Testament), the New Testament, and the writings of the Apostolic Fathers.
For a long time Koine Greek confused many scholars because it was significantly different from Classical Greek. Some hypothesized that it was a combination of Greek, Hebrew, and Aramaic. Others attempted to explain it as a "Holy Ghost language," meaning that God created a special language just for the Bible. But studies of Greek papyri found in Egypt over the last one hundred years have shown that Koine Greek was the language of the everydaypeople used int eh writings ofwills, letters, receipts, shopping lists, etc.
There are two lessons we can learn from this. As Paul says, "In the fullness of time God sent His Son" (Gal 4:4) and part of that fullness was a universal language. No matter where Paul traveled he could be understood.
But there is another lesson here that is perhaps a little closer to the pastor's heart. God used the common language to communicate the Gospel. The Gospel does not belong to the erudite alone; it belongs to all people. It now becomes our task to learn parts of this marvelous language to help us make the grace of God known to all people."
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Repentance
I realised I haven't been taking Abba seriously enough where blessings are concerned.
Particularly in the area of material blessings.
I was just reminded of this after being to one of my brother's fantastic new abode for caregroup. And it's his own place, and he's only in his late twenties. And I'm thinking to myself, "If he's got it, God can bless me too!"
Then why not? I contemplated on my bank account.
I repented.
You see, in my mind, the blessings of material wealth, a house, a car will are all sure but it'll come someday. I believed in slowly but surely.
No, no, no.. that's wrong. Why does it have to be slowly? It doesn't have to be pushed into the future...
I know there's a verse that says, with patience we inherit the promise. (Hebrews 6:12) This, I believe, refers to the holding on of faith for the physical manifestation of the blessing. But the faith that we have it, that faith is Now! We believe that we have it NOW, not in the future.
It's so important to KNOW what you believe.
My faith was strong, but it was in the future.
How do we get blessed?
It's all about Jesus and His finished work and it should be read in the context of what Deacon Chin once shared. i.e. That the job that God blesses us with is usually the main channel of His blessings by grace.
We have to be faithful in our job. Not as men-pleasers but as service to the Lord.
Even so, submission, joy in work etc.. is unnatural to our flesh. That is why we have to LET Christ in us take over. To KNOW that He has already given us the grace to accomplish what He has placed us to do. We need to have faith - just a little will do! We have to have that faith as SMALL as a mustard seed. Know that it's easy! Believe that it IS easy!
Another thing I had to repent from is my mindset.
I realised I was a child despite talking 'big' about having my own place. I was a child because I dreamed about someday. I will earn this amount of money some day, have my own place someday, take care of my parents someday..
Why not NOW?
Why not seize destiny instead of waiting?
I didn't see myself as an adult yet. I thought I did. But I didn't... I've repented :)
Give yourself a test. Imagine you're gonna get married. You'll see how fast you change your mind. Your attitude about finances (expenditure and savings), your attitude towards work, your family, how you would apply the Word in your life... why, you start to get real serious about it.. At least, that's what happened to me!
And yet, I know that it is my responsibility to know that it's NOT my responsibility to provide for my family but HIS.
What does that mean?
I have to hook up to Jesus' faith with what little faith I have,; and be faithful in being a channel that Abba can pour His storehouse of blessings into.
To really believe, that with Jesus Christ, the Christian life is easy. EASY!
Christ means the anointed. He's in us! Whatever we do, is anointed! That is the truth, we don't walk by circumstances.
What is anointing? Think about that! It's HIS anointing!
Learn also to guard your heart. Above all your guarding, guard your heart, for out of it flows the issues of life!
Guard. How? What you see and hear.. be it colleagues, friends, sermons, fellowship.
Note too, for "out of it flows".. out of your belly will flow living waters.
How does it flow? By speaking the Word. Confession. (homo-logia) Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God. The only person we need to convince is ourselves. When we believe rightly, His peace will guard our heart. All we have to 'do' is "let not your heart be troubled."
The word 'flows' denotes speaking and 'issues of life' refers to the Word.
The reverse is also true.
You can DON'T guard your heart, not only by what you see or hear but by the words you speak. By so saying, you convince yourselves. You are a spirit being, made in the image of God, your words have power.
God spoke the world into being. His words are spirit and they are life!
We are 'like' (image) Him. But our mind has to be renewed daily. Sometimes, we 'forget' and partake from the tree of good and evil. Our words are still spirit (note how we speak forth blessings) but we have a choice. Are our words life or death? There's no such thing as 'just words'.
Death and life are in the power of the tongue.
Therefore, TAKE no thought, SAYING.
Even the world knows, "if you've nothing good to say, don't say." :D
Well, it really worked for me! And it doesn't take a long time. Just a changing of the mind.
It's simple really. Once Abba settles your inside with His peace, the outside will fall in place as well.
You see, it's the things that we don't know we don't know that's our 'blind spot'. How we need His wisdom and love! How we need to wake up every morning and run to Him, or let Him come and embrace us! He's our Abba and teacher. (The Holy Spirit will teach us ALL things! :D)
Intimacy with God. That's awesome. I am who I associate with. (Proverbs 13:20)
Particularly in the area of material blessings.
I was just reminded of this after being to one of my brother's fantastic new abode for caregroup. And it's his own place, and he's only in his late twenties. And I'm thinking to myself, "If he's got it, God can bless me too!"
Then why not? I contemplated on my bank account.
I repented.
You see, in my mind, the blessings of material wealth, a house, a car will are all sure but it'll come someday. I believed in slowly but surely.
No, no, no.. that's wrong. Why does it have to be slowly? It doesn't have to be pushed into the future...
I know there's a verse that says, with patience we inherit the promise. (Hebrews 6:12) This, I believe, refers to the holding on of faith for the physical manifestation of the blessing. But the faith that we have it, that faith is Now! We believe that we have it NOW, not in the future.
It's so important to KNOW what you believe.
My faith was strong, but it was in the future.
How do we get blessed?
It's all about Jesus and His finished work and it should be read in the context of what Deacon Chin once shared. i.e. That the job that God blesses us with is usually the main channel of His blessings by grace.
We have to be faithful in our job. Not as men-pleasers but as service to the Lord.
Even so, submission, joy in work etc.. is unnatural to our flesh. That is why we have to LET Christ in us take over. To KNOW that He has already given us the grace to accomplish what He has placed us to do. We need to have faith - just a little will do! We have to have that faith as SMALL as a mustard seed. Know that it's easy! Believe that it IS easy!
Another thing I had to repent from is my mindset.
I realised I was a child despite talking 'big' about having my own place. I was a child because I dreamed about someday. I will earn this amount of money some day, have my own place someday, take care of my parents someday..
Why not NOW?
Why not seize destiny instead of waiting?
I didn't see myself as an adult yet. I thought I did. But I didn't... I've repented :)
Give yourself a test. Imagine you're gonna get married. You'll see how fast you change your mind. Your attitude about finances (expenditure and savings), your attitude towards work, your family, how you would apply the Word in your life... why, you start to get real serious about it.. At least, that's what happened to me!
And yet, I know that it is my responsibility to know that it's NOT my responsibility to provide for my family but HIS.
What does that mean?
I have to hook up to Jesus' faith with what little faith I have,; and be faithful in being a channel that Abba can pour His storehouse of blessings into.
To really believe, that with Jesus Christ, the Christian life is easy. EASY!
Christ means the anointed. He's in us! Whatever we do, is anointed! That is the truth, we don't walk by circumstances.
What is anointing? Think about that! It's HIS anointing!
Learn also to guard your heart. Above all your guarding, guard your heart, for out of it flows the issues of life!
Guard. How? What you see and hear.. be it colleagues, friends, sermons, fellowship.
Note too, for "out of it flows".. out of your belly will flow living waters.
How does it flow? By speaking the Word. Confession. (homo-logia) Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God. The only person we need to convince is ourselves. When we believe rightly, His peace will guard our heart. All we have to 'do' is "let not your heart be troubled."
The word 'flows' denotes speaking and 'issues of life' refers to the Word.
The reverse is also true.
You can DON'T guard your heart, not only by what you see or hear but by the words you speak. By so saying, you convince yourselves. You are a spirit being, made in the image of God, your words have power.
God spoke the world into being. His words are spirit and they are life!
We are 'like' (image) Him. But our mind has to be renewed daily. Sometimes, we 'forget' and partake from the tree of good and evil. Our words are still spirit (note how we speak forth blessings) but we have a choice. Are our words life or death? There's no such thing as 'just words'.
Death and life are in the power of the tongue.
Therefore, TAKE no thought, SAYING.
Even the world knows, "if you've nothing good to say, don't say." :D
Well, it really worked for me! And it doesn't take a long time. Just a changing of the mind.
It's simple really. Once Abba settles your inside with His peace, the outside will fall in place as well.
You see, it's the things that we don't know we don't know that's our 'blind spot'. How we need His wisdom and love! How we need to wake up every morning and run to Him, or let Him come and embrace us! He's our Abba and teacher. (The Holy Spirit will teach us ALL things! :D)
Intimacy with God. That's awesome. I am who I associate with. (Proverbs 13:20)
The Report
In the Straits Times today, there was a report on religion entitled "God and you".
Well, of course, I flipped to aforesaid title... and scanned through it. It's all facts and other people's opinions so it wasn't edifying (read 'yawn')
But anyway, some interesting notes was this:
Despite being a report on God, the article strives to be logical and explain religion. Like religion and morality.
And perhaps this is the crux. Religion is what doing good. Christianity is about a relationship with him.
Anyways, there was a page where they reported on New Creation, City Harvest and Faith Community Baptist church experiencing an 'explosion' of new converts. Then they tried to explain it away.
Why do I use the term 'explain it away'?
They don't see it as a movement of God, a revival. You see, they think there must be a logical explanation for it. It is because of friends, the band, the multimedia effects.. reminds me of the verse.. men professing themselves wise.. (Romans 1:22)
And of course, there was someone who piously remarked, "we are not here to entertain the youths" but to emphasize a knowledge of scripture. Hmm...
The statistics tell a story don't they?
14% Christians.. only? As I recalled in another report, we have the most number of buildings. It would be interesting if they looked at our wealth as well... that is sure evidence of the blessing of El-Shaddai! But, it was probably not published because it may be too politically sensitive. (Witness what happened to the Jews - when people don't understand, the 'logical' reason is that there's a conspiracy..)
Well, of course, I flipped to aforesaid title... and scanned through it. It's all facts and other people's opinions so it wasn't edifying (read 'yawn')
But anyway, some interesting notes was this:
Despite being a report on God, the article strives to be logical and explain religion. Like religion and morality.
And perhaps this is the crux. Religion is what doing good. Christianity is about a relationship with him.
Anyways, there was a page where they reported on New Creation, City Harvest and Faith Community Baptist church experiencing an 'explosion' of new converts. Then they tried to explain it away.
Why do I use the term 'explain it away'?
They don't see it as a movement of God, a revival. You see, they think there must be a logical explanation for it. It is because of friends, the band, the multimedia effects.. reminds me of the verse.. men professing themselves wise.. (Romans 1:22)
And of course, there was someone who piously remarked, "we are not here to entertain the youths" but to emphasize a knowledge of scripture. Hmm...
The statistics tell a story don't they?
14% Christians.. only? As I recalled in another report, we have the most number of buildings. It would be interesting if they looked at our wealth as well... that is sure evidence of the blessing of El-Shaddai! But, it was probably not published because it may be too politically sensitive. (Witness what happened to the Jews - when people don't understand, the 'logical' reason is that there's a conspiracy..)
Friday, July 15, 2005
Marketplace
You know, there's this term "Ministry in the Marketplace", and I've just been turning it over in my mind for a couple of months now.
Like what does it mean?
Okay, got lots of thoughts on it, so it'll be in point form. Don't want to write in long sentences 'cos it'll take up a lot of time..
Believe that wherever you on in your job and career, God has strategically placed you there. There is power in submission. If Abba wants you to move, believe me, you WILL know.
Church emblem: Word, Worship and Work. It's all inter-connected. God made man to work as well. Adam was a gardener.
But what exactly is Work? It's a Ministry. As with service in a Ministry, only after we have received can we serve.
When we serve, we give, not out of our reservoir of His love as that would mean that our ability to serve would fluctuate as our reserves run low. That's why people 'burn-out'.
Have to understand that service comes from the OVERFLOW.
Imagine, that you have a barrel of His love. Now this barrel is full of living waters. Service is NOT drawing FROM this barrel. But when we receive from Him (in worship, in bible study, in fellowship, on Sunday services), the living waters would spill from this barrel. We serve from THIS overflow.
Attitude. Ministry is exciting! It's not 'volunteer' work. It's full time. It's an OPPORTUNITY to GIVE. Not an obligation.
'Tis more blessed to give then to receive. Do you really believe that? I am only starting to get a revelation of that the more I start to realise how much He has already given to me.
Abba dealt with me concerning the nursery ministry. I just felt that He ministered to me so much! When I'm looking after a toddler - they're not cute all the time you know, He teaches me about my relationship with Him.
Last week, I was carrying a squalling toddler who wants his mummy. He's not really that sad, 'cos there were no tears, but Abba blessed Him who good lungs. :D Praise God! My ears... haha
So I'm holding this squalling child with fantastic lungs, and I'm praying in tongues between pacifying him and thinking thoughts to myself, "whether you cry or not, mummy is still coming back in 2 hours time, so why don't you enjoy the process?"
Sounds familiar? Our future is sure in His mighty and loving hands. But we look at the circumstances around us (mummy isn't here) and react - we worry and fret and ask why? why? why? waaahhhh! Through my experience, I just come to realise how patient Abba is to me. Now when I question because I want my way, and I think I know better, this picture comes to mind and I.. uh.. quieten down.
So that's why I look forward to nursery ministry. And it occured to me, if the marketplace is a ministry as well, why aren't I able to look forward to it? After all, it's not my ministry, it's His! It's not me serving, it's Christ within me.
Seems easy to say huh? Hard to 'do'?
Personally, nursery seems more special to me 'cos it's once every three weeks then I get to serve. But it shouldn't be the case. It doesn't mean that because we go to work everyday means that it's any less special. We should approach it the same way. We get to serve others as well.
How?
Well, aren't we the light of the world? We can give in so many little ways. Doesn't need to be a big thing. Have you ever tried counting the number of smiles you can give out? Going all out of the way, to enjoy working, 'cos you're unique, uncommon. Whilst the rest of the world have Monday blues, man, it gives me a thrill to sanctified, and set apart and different and joyful apart from the world 'cos I have Jesus. And He's mine mine MINE!
Think I got off tangent..
I feel most satisfied, fulfilled, when I can have the Word, Worship and Work in my life. It's a balance. And there's a frustration when He tells me to do something and my flesh rebels. And I don't do it and I don't like myself for not doing what He tells me to do.
That's why Abba has been speaking to me about submission for some time. :) (see below 'Submission' and 'It's okay to be real')
But when I submit, I feel, hey, that's the answer. I'm satisfied now. Reminded me of the time when I, as a non-believer, wanted to know everything about Christianity BEFORE I went to church. Got the whole thing upside down. A student who don't know anything, needs to go to the teacher.
Same here. I do not get the right 'feelings' or answers until I take that step of faith (no matter how small)
If it's His ministry, then His favour and grace is a given. And we can take lavishly from Him. And we can EXPECT to enjoy.
Like what does it mean?
Okay, got lots of thoughts on it, so it'll be in point form. Don't want to write in long sentences 'cos it'll take up a lot of time..
Believe that wherever you on in your job and career, God has strategically placed you there. There is power in submission. If Abba wants you to move, believe me, you WILL know.
Church emblem: Word, Worship and Work. It's all inter-connected. God made man to work as well. Adam was a gardener.
But what exactly is Work? It's a Ministry. As with service in a Ministry, only after we have received can we serve.
When we serve, we give, not out of our reservoir of His love as that would mean that our ability to serve would fluctuate as our reserves run low. That's why people 'burn-out'.
Have to understand that service comes from the OVERFLOW.
Imagine, that you have a barrel of His love. Now this barrel is full of living waters. Service is NOT drawing FROM this barrel. But when we receive from Him (in worship, in bible study, in fellowship, on Sunday services), the living waters would spill from this barrel. We serve from THIS overflow.
Attitude. Ministry is exciting! It's not 'volunteer' work. It's full time. It's an OPPORTUNITY to GIVE. Not an obligation.
'Tis more blessed to give then to receive. Do you really believe that? I am only starting to get a revelation of that the more I start to realise how much He has already given to me.
Abba dealt with me concerning the nursery ministry. I just felt that He ministered to me so much! When I'm looking after a toddler - they're not cute all the time you know, He teaches me about my relationship with Him.
Last week, I was carrying a squalling toddler who wants his mummy. He's not really that sad, 'cos there were no tears, but Abba blessed Him who good lungs. :D Praise God! My ears... haha
So I'm holding this squalling child with fantastic lungs, and I'm praying in tongues between pacifying him and thinking thoughts to myself, "whether you cry or not, mummy is still coming back in 2 hours time, so why don't you enjoy the process?"
Sounds familiar? Our future is sure in His mighty and loving hands. But we look at the circumstances around us (mummy isn't here) and react - we worry and fret and ask why? why? why? waaahhhh! Through my experience, I just come to realise how patient Abba is to me. Now when I question because I want my way, and I think I know better, this picture comes to mind and I.. uh.. quieten down.
So that's why I look forward to nursery ministry. And it occured to me, if the marketplace is a ministry as well, why aren't I able to look forward to it? After all, it's not my ministry, it's His! It's not me serving, it's Christ within me.
Seems easy to say huh? Hard to 'do'?
Personally, nursery seems more special to me 'cos it's once every three weeks then I get to serve. But it shouldn't be the case. It doesn't mean that because we go to work everyday means that it's any less special. We should approach it the same way. We get to serve others as well.
How?
Well, aren't we the light of the world? We can give in so many little ways. Doesn't need to be a big thing. Have you ever tried counting the number of smiles you can give out? Going all out of the way, to enjoy working, 'cos you're unique, uncommon. Whilst the rest of the world have Monday blues, man, it gives me a thrill to sanctified, and set apart and different and joyful apart from the world 'cos I have Jesus. And He's mine mine MINE!
Think I got off tangent..
I feel most satisfied, fulfilled, when I can have the Word, Worship and Work in my life. It's a balance. And there's a frustration when He tells me to do something and my flesh rebels. And I don't do it and I don't like myself for not doing what He tells me to do.
That's why Abba has been speaking to me about submission for some time. :) (see below 'Submission' and 'It's okay to be real')
But when I submit, I feel, hey, that's the answer. I'm satisfied now. Reminded me of the time when I, as a non-believer, wanted to know everything about Christianity BEFORE I went to church. Got the whole thing upside down. A student who don't know anything, needs to go to the teacher.
Same here. I do not get the right 'feelings' or answers until I take that step of faith (no matter how small)
If it's His ministry, then His favour and grace is a given. And we can take lavishly from Him. And we can EXPECT to enjoy.
Kawaii!
Bumped into two friends yesterday who recently got attached to each other. I knew them before they were a couple..
Who said love don't come to those who wait? Both were in their 30s but were happy yakid. The man is the shy and steady type; the lady quite vivacious and energetic. Aiyo.. so cute together!
Why? It's the affectionate short-form of her name, the unconscious and natural way he says 'darling' over the phone, and the solicitous hand on her waist.
Seeing them before, and seeing them after.. Ah.. so happy for them! Kawaii! hahaha :D
Who said love don't come to those who wait? Both were in their 30s but were happy yakid. The man is the shy and steady type; the lady quite vivacious and energetic. Aiyo.. so cute together!
Why? It's the affectionate short-form of her name, the unconscious and natural way he says 'darling' over the phone, and the solicitous hand on her waist.
Seeing them before, and seeing them after.. Ah.. so happy for them! Kawaii! hahaha :D
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
What is Charm?
A charming person is never petty or petulent - rather she is one who is genuinely interested in people and activities. Charm gives an automatic radiance that magnetizes and, to my way of thinking, is the true essence of beauty. Instead of fading with the passage of time, the charm of a personality grows with the years. One could even call charm a self-developed talent, for it reflects individuality, intelligence and warmth of spirit. Almost anyone can achieve charm - its ingredients are really only self-discipline and thoughtfulness. Enid Haupt
Enid A. Haupt, a foremost horticultural philanthropist in America, in case anyone was wondering.. :)
Nice quote above. Agreed except on 2 counts: That it is a 'self-developed' talent and the ingredient of 'self-discipline'.
Rather, read this through the lens of the verse below.
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. (Galatians 5:22-23)
I have never yet met a believing believer that I am not charmed by! :D
Being in the presence of a charming woman is like being drawn into a magic circle where everything is fresher, cleaner; where ther eis peace, warmth, comfort. Her smile is occassional rather than constant, make one want to bring it back. The charming woman puts a man on trial in the sense that she produces in him the desire to be his best. Alec Waugh, novelist
Wow.. what do you think?
But it works equally the other way as well. We feel good about ourselves after being in the company of a charming person.
There's a difference between beauty and charm. A beautiful woman is one I notice. A charming woman is one who notices me. John Erskine
Short and sweet and some!
As you can see, some quotes are obviously made by men. Let's not get sexist about it :D, but does serve as an insight to the male psyche. :)
Charm: the quality in others that makes us more satisfied with ourselves. Henri-Fréderic Amiel
We are all born charming, fresh, and spontaneous and must be civilized before we are fit to participate in society. Judith Martin
Charm is a glow within a woman that casts a most becoming light on others. John Mason Brown
A plain woman is one who, however beautiful, neglects to charm. Edgar Saltus
No one has it who isn't capable of genuinely liking others, at least at the actual moment of meeting and speaking. Charm is always genuine; it may be superficial but it isn't false. P. D. James
Charm is more than beauty. Yiddish proverb
There is no personal charm so great as the charm of a cheerful temperament. Henry Van Dyke
Enid A. Haupt, a foremost horticultural philanthropist in America, in case anyone was wondering.. :)
Nice quote above. Agreed except on 2 counts: That it is a 'self-developed' talent and the ingredient of 'self-discipline'.
Rather, read this through the lens of the verse below.
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. (Galatians 5:22-23)
I have never yet met a believing believer that I am not charmed by! :D
Being in the presence of a charming woman is like being drawn into a magic circle where everything is fresher, cleaner; where ther eis peace, warmth, comfort. Her smile is occassional rather than constant, make one want to bring it back. The charming woman puts a man on trial in the sense that she produces in him the desire to be his best. Alec Waugh, novelist
Wow.. what do you think?
But it works equally the other way as well. We feel good about ourselves after being in the company of a charming person.
There's a difference between beauty and charm. A beautiful woman is one I notice. A charming woman is one who notices me. John Erskine
Short and sweet and some!
As you can see, some quotes are obviously made by men. Let's not get sexist about it :D, but does serve as an insight to the male psyche. :)
Charm: the quality in others that makes us more satisfied with ourselves. Henri-Fréderic Amiel
We are all born charming, fresh, and spontaneous and must be civilized before we are fit to participate in society. Judith Martin
Charm is a glow within a woman that casts a most becoming light on others. John Mason Brown
A plain woman is one who, however beautiful, neglects to charm. Edgar Saltus
No one has it who isn't capable of genuinely liking others, at least at the actual moment of meeting and speaking. Charm is always genuine; it may be superficial but it isn't false. P. D. James
Charm is more than beauty. Yiddish proverb
There is no personal charm so great as the charm of a cheerful temperament. Henry Van Dyke
Immediate Thoughts
Oh wonderful! WONDERFUL!
Caregroup
I always look forward to these gatherings... caregroup, bible study and Sunday services. :) It just struck me again today, that I can have fellowship with Abba any time I wish too.. :D
Anyway, I feel so blessed by today's caregroup sharing. :) Wow, Abba really loves us. You know, the caregroup is like another family. I just feel that the God is readying our church for a massive expansion; yet at the same time, He is setting us in families. For me, I feel that He's getting me to 'settle down' and grow my roots not only wide but deep, to anchor me in - not only in His Word but in the church as well.
Abba's Love
Abba's love. I feel this will be my source of feeding for the next few days - How would the consciousness of Abba's love effect me?
It's not how much of God's love you feel. It's how much you allow your mindset to be changed about God's love.
What do you do that reminds you of His love for you? (praying in tongues, singing, tapes) Do those things. To bathe in His love everyday...
Worship
Worship is about coming into His presence. Not just singing songs. But intimacy. Coming into the Holy of Holies.. just Abba and me; into His presence, worshipping before His throne.
It's You
You who have won my heart
Taken me into Your arms
Comforted me like a friend
Your love
surrounded me from the start
I never want to be apart
From you ever again
Just think about it. Worship. It's Abba and me. Just the two of us..
Tithe
Received a wonderful insight about the tithe today! Not sure whether it's a revelation yet.. got to chew for a few days..
Bring the tithe to His storehouse...
Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, so that there may be food in My house, and test Me now in this," says the LORD of hosts, "if I will not open for you the windows of heaven and pour out for you a blessing until it overflows. (Malachi 3:10)
But I forgot that God blessed us from His storehouse..! I mean, why would God need a storehouse right? For us! Wow :D Abba is GOOD! Even whatever we return to Him (He said "bring the tithe", not 'give'), He gives back to us!
The LORD will open for you His good storehouse, the heavens, to give rain to your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hand; and you shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow. (Deuteronomy 28:12)
No wonder Deacon Matthew said, TITHE. It's an acronym for "The Investment That Heaven Endorses." :D
Starry-eyed
How do you see Jesus as bridegroom?
You know, for a young girl, it's that knight on a white horse who comes to sweep her off her feet.
Check this out.
Imagine. This is just before they arrived at Jericho. It's a new generation, a young generation who have not seen war. They were nomads in the wilderness. They have heard how God delivered them from the hands of the Egyptians. Some had doubt in their heart. That was 40 years ago.. Some were excited.. Now is the time!
It's the eve. Have you seen the walls of Jericho?
But it's the time. Finally! One can see Jesus raring to show His might on behalf of His people. Wanting to be amongst them.
He could have stood afar off and commanded angels. But He wanted to be their Hero because He loved them.
Now it came about when Joshua was by Jericho, that he lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, a man was standing opposite him with his sword drawn in his hand, and Joshua went to him and said to him, "Are you for us or for our adversaries?"
He said, "No; rather I indeed come now as captain of the host of the LORD." And Joshua fell on his face to the earth, and bowed down, and said to him, "What has my lord to say to his servant?"
The captain of the LORD'S host said to Joshua, "Remove your sandals from your feet, for the place where you are standing is holy." And Joshua did so. (Joshua 5:13-15)
Jesus cut quite a dashing figure huh? :D I love it! This Captain of the Host of the Lord, atop a white horse (Revelations 19:11) And we, the bride, lift our eyes up to Him... Looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith! (Hebrews 12:2)
How do I know Jesus WANTS to be our Hero??
Well, see above.
Secondly, the earthly relationships we have here is an analogy of our relationship with Him. In a romantic relationship, the male is the protector and the provider. The female, well, complements by yearning for a hero to provide and protect her. His 'reward'? Her love and adoration. :)
You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. (Deuteronomy 6:5)
He wants us to love Him as much as He loves us. But we know that even when we can't, He loves us nevertheless. Hence, we realise that because His love asks for no repayment, we uncontrollably fall in love all over again, deeper and deeper each time.
In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. (1 John 4:10)
But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)
Hmm.. Do you ever feel like running up to this wonderful, magnificient, lover of your soul and declare to Him, "I'm so madly in love with You baby!" hahaha! I can just see Him grinning and pulling me into His embrace. :D
Sentimentalism
It's a revelation to me.. that the flesh is sentimental!
For the past few weeks, I've been asking myself why I don't feel passion anymore?
But the 'intense feelings' that I used to feel was wrapped up in the flesh. But really, it's sentimentalism.
I know that He is guarding my heart - in all areas. But this 'lack' of emotions was unnatural to me, to my mind. I thought that I have become unfeeling, distant of people and circumstances.
Today, I finally realised it's not that. Passion is not sentimentalism. I know Jesus is PASSION. His death demonstrated His Passion for us. (Eph 3:18)
But what is biblical passion?
Passion is not the worldly emotions that I used to enjoy. So I can no longer define 'passion' from my experience.
I just feel that Christian passion surpasses that; it's much more intense, it's a passion that satisfies. I guess one type of passion is that indescrible feeling that one sometimes get during worship..
His peace guards me so securely that I find it strange when I don't worry, get angry, dream about my 'crush'.. so 'bo chap' that I wonder, 'what's up?! Am I being unfeeling?'
Is this the struggle of spirit and flesh that the bible talks about?
haha :D That's why it's so important to REST. Resting and trusting and having confidence in His love. Who is Him? Not Lord God Almighty, although He is that. But in Abba's love. :D A Father's love. Mmmm...lovely.
Caregroup
I always look forward to these gatherings... caregroup, bible study and Sunday services. :) It just struck me again today, that I can have fellowship with Abba any time I wish too.. :D
Anyway, I feel so blessed by today's caregroup sharing. :) Wow, Abba really loves us. You know, the caregroup is like another family. I just feel that the God is readying our church for a massive expansion; yet at the same time, He is setting us in families. For me, I feel that He's getting me to 'settle down' and grow my roots not only wide but deep, to anchor me in - not only in His Word but in the church as well.
Abba's Love
Abba's love. I feel this will be my source of feeding for the next few days - How would the consciousness of Abba's love effect me?
It's not how much of God's love you feel. It's how much you allow your mindset to be changed about God's love.
What do you do that reminds you of His love for you? (praying in tongues, singing, tapes) Do those things. To bathe in His love everyday...
Worship
Worship is about coming into His presence. Not just singing songs. But intimacy. Coming into the Holy of Holies.. just Abba and me; into His presence, worshipping before His throne.
It's You
You who have won my heart
Taken me into Your arms
Comforted me like a friend
Your love
surrounded me from the start
I never want to be apart
From you ever again
Just think about it. Worship. It's Abba and me. Just the two of us..
Tithe
Received a wonderful insight about the tithe today! Not sure whether it's a revelation yet.. got to chew for a few days..
Bring the tithe to His storehouse...
Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, so that there may be food in My house, and test Me now in this," says the LORD of hosts, "if I will not open for you the windows of heaven and pour out for you a blessing until it overflows. (Malachi 3:10)
But I forgot that God blessed us from His storehouse..! I mean, why would God need a storehouse right? For us! Wow :D Abba is GOOD! Even whatever we return to Him (He said "bring the tithe", not 'give'), He gives back to us!
The LORD will open for you His good storehouse, the heavens, to give rain to your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hand; and you shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow. (Deuteronomy 28:12)
No wonder Deacon Matthew said, TITHE. It's an acronym for "The Investment That Heaven Endorses." :D
Starry-eyed
How do you see Jesus as bridegroom?
You know, for a young girl, it's that knight on a white horse who comes to sweep her off her feet.
Check this out.
Imagine. This is just before they arrived at Jericho. It's a new generation, a young generation who have not seen war. They were nomads in the wilderness. They have heard how God delivered them from the hands of the Egyptians. Some had doubt in their heart. That was 40 years ago.. Some were excited.. Now is the time!
It's the eve. Have you seen the walls of Jericho?
But it's the time. Finally! One can see Jesus raring to show His might on behalf of His people. Wanting to be amongst them.
He could have stood afar off and commanded angels. But He wanted to be their Hero because He loved them.
Now it came about when Joshua was by Jericho, that he lifted up his eyes and looked, and behold, a man was standing opposite him with his sword drawn in his hand, and Joshua went to him and said to him, "Are you for us or for our adversaries?"
He said, "No; rather I indeed come now as captain of the host of the LORD." And Joshua fell on his face to the earth, and bowed down, and said to him, "What has my lord to say to his servant?"
The captain of the LORD'S host said to Joshua, "Remove your sandals from your feet, for the place where you are standing is holy." And Joshua did so. (Joshua 5:13-15)
Jesus cut quite a dashing figure huh? :D I love it! This Captain of the Host of the Lord, atop a white horse (Revelations 19:11) And we, the bride, lift our eyes up to Him... Looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith! (Hebrews 12:2)
How do I know Jesus WANTS to be our Hero??
Well, see above.
Secondly, the earthly relationships we have here is an analogy of our relationship with Him. In a romantic relationship, the male is the protector and the provider. The female, well, complements by yearning for a hero to provide and protect her. His 'reward'? Her love and adoration. :)
You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. (Deuteronomy 6:5)
He wants us to love Him as much as He loves us. But we know that even when we can't, He loves us nevertheless. Hence, we realise that because His love asks for no repayment, we uncontrollably fall in love all over again, deeper and deeper each time.
In this is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins. (1 John 4:10)
But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)
Hmm.. Do you ever feel like running up to this wonderful, magnificient, lover of your soul and declare to Him, "I'm so madly in love with You baby!" hahaha! I can just see Him grinning and pulling me into His embrace. :D
Sentimentalism
It's a revelation to me.. that the flesh is sentimental!
For the past few weeks, I've been asking myself why I don't feel passion anymore?
But the 'intense feelings' that I used to feel was wrapped up in the flesh. But really, it's sentimentalism.
I know that He is guarding my heart - in all areas. But this 'lack' of emotions was unnatural to me, to my mind. I thought that I have become unfeeling, distant of people and circumstances.
Today, I finally realised it's not that. Passion is not sentimentalism. I know Jesus is PASSION. His death demonstrated His Passion for us. (Eph 3:18)
But what is biblical passion?
Passion is not the worldly emotions that I used to enjoy. So I can no longer define 'passion' from my experience.
I just feel that Christian passion surpasses that; it's much more intense, it's a passion that satisfies. I guess one type of passion is that indescrible feeling that one sometimes get during worship..
His peace guards me so securely that I find it strange when I don't worry, get angry, dream about my 'crush'.. so 'bo chap' that I wonder, 'what's up?! Am I being unfeeling?'
Is this the struggle of spirit and flesh that the bible talks about?
haha :D That's why it's so important to REST. Resting and trusting and having confidence in His love. Who is Him? Not Lord God Almighty, although He is that. But in Abba's love. :D A Father's love. Mmmm...lovely.
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